Chapter 20

Hatspehut

The house was quiet when I returned. There wasn't a sign of life at all, even Saryia's window was dark. I opened the door quietly. My clothes were still where I left them, I quickly put them on. I silently went up the stairs to Saryia's door. I opened feeling a rush of cold air attack my body. I stepped in and closed the door behind me. I walked over to the bed and no one was there.

"I thought you had run away again. Where were you?" I jumped then turned around. Saryia turned on the light next to the love seat. Her eyes were florescent white. I gulped when she stood up. She was really mad at me. I did disobey her at dinner tonight. Her body slowly came towards me. Her hand clasped around my neck. The collar pushed into my throat.

"You didn't answer me Haty. Where were you?" Her eyes turned blinding white. I stared into her eyes.

"I... I was at the lake calming down." I started to cry thinking about what Mercy said about my father, "She was out of line. You know that Saryia, that wasn't right what she said about my dad." The tears trickled down my face. Saryia's face was mixed with emotions. I couldn't tell what she was thinking at all. Her hand gently left my neck. Instead she pulled me into a warm embrace.

"I'm so sorry. Forgive me. I wanted to say something to her, but... I have no excuse I should have defended you." She whispered. I cried hard into her chest. Her lips touched my head. I felt something coming up from the deepest part of my soul. It was something that I was ready to say to her I took a deep breath then looked up in her light blue eyes.

"I forgive you. I forgive you for everything. I..." Before I could say the next word her sweet crimson lips crushed into mine. She wiped away my tears kissing me harder. I felt so dizzy when our lips parted. She nuzzled my neck placing light kisses. Saryia looked back up at me. Her hands went down to my waist pulling me closer to her.

"Saryia, not tonight, please." She pulled me to the middle of the room. The smile on her face made me tilt my head. She ran over to her radio. She turned it down so we could only hear it. I couldn't tell that she was a Paramore fan! I love that band and My Heart was playing! I love this song! She smiled watching me sway to the beat. She walked back up to me extending her hand.

"I would be honored if you would dance with me." I took her hand blushing. She put my hands on her shoulders. Her hands locked on my waist. We swayed to the beat too close to eachother.

"I hate seeing you cry." I looked up at her, "It makes my heart hurt." Her eyes looked so sad. I kissed her neck bringing her closer to me. Her hands starting rubbing my back, sometime brushing over my butt. When she did that I would give her a look. She would giggle and kiss my head.

"Did you get a chance to go to dances before the war started?" I shook my head then thought about it.

"We would have dances in the hideout, but never had one at school." She smiled at me kissing my head again.

"You dance with the boys?" I laughed and shook my head again.

"I'm not the dancing type, or the dress wearing type so I didn't want to go to the dances anyway. I like dancing with you though." Her hands pulled me closer until there wasn't any space between us. I blushed even more wanting her more than anything. The look in her eye said the same thing. She bit her lip making me instantly melt. I wanted her right now. The song got to my favorite part and Saryia was singing it.

"This heart, it beats, beats for only you." She looked in my eyes then took my hand and put it over her heart. I could feel it beating which stunned me. She smiled at my expression.

"My heart is yours." She said before our lips met. The moment our lips met electric sparks through my body. I wrapped my arms around her neck as my legs got weak. Her arms tightened around me. She picked me up and spun me around. Her tongue moved around in my mouth. I moaned softly. We parted staring into eachother's eyes. Her hands took mine leading me back to the bed.

She stopped then turned back around brushing my hair back.

"We don't have to if your not up for it." I looked her up and down a bit stunned. I smirked at her and got into her soft strong arms. I nodded looking up into her eyes.

"I want to Saryia." I softly said. Her eyes lit up. She picked me up and passionately kissed me. My mind went dark when her lips touched mine again. She laid me down swiftly getting between my legs. Her hand went up and down my leg while she licked my neck. I smiled shivering as her tongue went down my neck. Her hands went under my shirt pulling it off. She unbuttoned my bra smiling when she saw my chest. It was like her first time seeing it.

"You are so beautiful." She said grinning as she went lower down my body. She took off my pants slowly kissing my skin as she exposed it. She kissed my thighs messing with my wet area. She hadn't even taken off my panties yet. She grinned know that she was torturing me. She pulled them down finally, but she didn't attack like I expected her to. She stood up and started to take off her clothes.

She started with her skirt, taking it off slowly. I watched as she teased me again taking it down straight to the floor. She stepped out of it still in her heels, only in that red blouse. She looked at the blouse then back to me.

"Want to help me?" She said with a devilish grin on her face. I bit my lips then nodded. I reached out to her. I unbutton the blouse getting more excited when I didn't see a bra. I got to the last button and unbuttoned it quickly. She smiled as she exposed her bare chest. Her hand gently grabbed the back of my head kissing me again. I was lost, not in lust, I was lost in passion. Saryia was as lost as I was.

She got on top of me again slowly grinding on me. Her lips touched every part of my neck. My back arched as her hands groped my breast. My body shivered when her free hand went down between my spread legs. My eyes rolled back when she slowly slipped inside of me. I moaned gripping the sheets. She smiled wide and kissed me. Her fingers went gently in and out of me speeding up every few seconds.

The electric jolts that went through me every time she thrust was too amazing for words. My eyes were glazed over when I locked eyes with her again. She kissed me sliding her tongue in my mouth. She smiled at me when I started to feel the tingle going through my hips. I threw my head back knowing I was about to cum. I moaned louder as my body shook. Her lips kissed my neck again when I came. My body twisted from my blast of ecstasy. Her fingers slowly pulled out and she looked at them before she sucked on them.

"That was amazing Saryia." I panted out. She grinned and kissed me again. I wrapped my legs around her waist. My body was exhausted, but I still wanted more. I grinned my body against hers making her moan. Her lips crushed into mine again. Her body grinned against mine too. The feeling between our legs was astonishing. Saryia could definitely feel it. Her eyes glazed over when she moaned with me. Her breathing became short and her body started to shake as hard as mine did. She released her juices shaking harder. She moaned as loud as me when we both came at the same time.

She collapsed into my shoulder. I panted as hard into her shoulder. Her eyes gazed deep into mine.

"I love you Hatspehut." She kissed me before she rolled off and embraced me tight. I had never been happier in my life. I felt so complete when I was with Saryia. I love how she treats me with respect, and how she cares about my feelings, and I love... I love... her. A bright light went off in my head when I realized that, but it got dim when I thought about Jamie. Oh no... I was in some serious shit now. I am in love with two people. Two women, two vampires! Both of them are so astonishing in every way. But which one loves me more? Jamie, protected me, and cared for me while Saryia was still being a bitch. Jamie never really opened up to me.

Saryia though was more open with me and she was sorry for what she done to my family. I didn't know what to think about the situation. I knew one thing, I have to choose one over the other. But which one is the one? I thought about it until I fell asleep in Saryia's warm arms, but it was more like sleeping in the arms of a cloud.

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I was woken up by kisses on my neck. I squirmed away and a beautiful giggle made me open my eyes. Saryia's light blue eyes were all I saw. She pecked me on the lips then sat up. She was straddling me again. I pulled the blanket over my face making her giggle.

"Wake up darling. You will be rising and shining now." She tugged on the blanket. I playfully growled at her, she laughed pulling the blanket off me. It wasn't cold anymore. It was really warm, it felt good.

"Nooo." I muttered, "I rise and shine later. I sleep now." I put my hands over my eyes trying to go back to bed. She laughed and took my hands off my eyes.

"You had enough sleep. Come on get dressed. We are going on a walk today." She kissed me again. Well now I'm up. Saryia got off me walking to the fireplace. There was a fire going. No wonder it was warm in here. I was still on a high from last night, so I skipped to the bathroom. Okay, I have never skipped before.

I took a quick shower then put on jeans and a shirt. Saryia sat in front of the big tv. I sat with her cuddling up with her. I yawned, I want to go back to sleep. She chuckled putting her arm around me.

"Sleepy Haty?" I nodded. She kissed my head as I snuggled up with her more. She stood up helping me to my feet. Her hands went on my waist. She smirked burring her face in my shoulder. I don't think I ordered this wake up call, but I'll take it.

"I know that Mercy was out of line, so I am giving you and Odin a special privilege." I raised my eyebrow. She smiled and kissed me sweetly.

"You don't have to do anything she tells you to. If she tries to put her hands on you, you tell me. Okay?" I smiled and nodded.

"Well, honestly I wasn't planning on listening to her anyway." Saryia chuckled letting me go. She took my hand and we headed down to the dining hall. I'm glad that Saryia gave me that special privilege, cause I sure as hell was going to use it.

A/N: Hope you guys like this chapter. I had chills while I was writing the moment between Saryia and Haty! I love Paramore!! Comment Vote Peace :D