Have you ever thought,
that I could have a life, fall in love ?
Not to think of it,
You are a selfish person.
It is always about you,
I am never in this picture.
Although, I have always wished to be in one.
But you never gave me a chance,
If you did,
I would be a happy person.
A photograph of us being happy,
Just hanging there on the wall.
Now, you are just a stranger to me.
I wish we talked more often,
But you never let me in...
When you are against me,
Who else would stand by my side.
I thought you are my partner in crime,
My shield, My best friend.
But you don't care,
Do you?
I am just caught in a fishing net,
trapped in the water.
The waves are pushing me under,
And I cannot do breathe anymore.
You pushed me in there,
You left me in there to die.
I drowned cause I cannot swim.
I wish you left me dead there but you made me suffer,
alcohol and sulfur were burning my skin,
Just like your words.
Stabbing me right in my chest.
I thought you would lend a helping hand,
But you walked away instead.
I thought you are my imaginary friend,
But in the end you were just a fraud.
I thought,
You were there for me.
I thought,
I had a friend.
Now I carry heavy shackles,
On my wrist and on my neck.
I wish someone heard me cry,
My silent cry.
But no one really cares,
Of the bruises you left me with.
Now I am purplish blue.
I am so numb.
I thought you understood me better than anyone.
*sobs heavily*
But you bruised me,
You left me bruised.
I cannot breathe.
You hurt me.