Borje... He wants me so much that it's making him clumsy.
"Why don't we both get undressed, get into the bed, and take it from there?"
He laughs quietly. "Why don't we do that. Instead of behaving like a pair of teenagers on their first time." He gestures to a door. "That's the en-suite. Go get undressed. Have a wash or... whatever. You'll find a new toothbrush in the cabinet if you need it. I'll use the other bathroom and join you in a few minutes." He gestures again, this time to the bed. "I put on the electric blanket. Make yourself comfortable." He kisses my forehead. "See you in a few minutes."
*****
Borje's bed is wide and warm and welcoming. Naked, I lie under the duvet...
... And wait.
It's been hours since he left me.
The clock tells me it's been three minutes.