CHAPTER 1:MY FAMILY

For so many years I've been yearning to be loved and to be recognized or to be feel that they proud of me or adored,but I failed,still I'm in vain.

By the time pass I got bored and sick for being always the topic of my family,everytime I got a fight with my eldest sister or my youngest sister my parents said that I must lay low or try to respect them,what thus supposed to mean that even to my youngest sister I still respect them...aish what a life.

This is the life that I have,yes,I admit I have my inferiority complex and I have no confidence towards myself,I ended up find the love that I can't have towards to many men.

I even end up a lot of relationships but end up to be failed.i have a lot of regrets,sufferings and heartache.

My family will we're not that rich,my father was a driver of a one of the rich family of our city,while my mother was a small time businesswoman.She had a small stalls in the market.

I must say that I'm not that beautiful,but I'm not that ugly,it just that I do lack to bring confidence towards myself.

For 26 years living like this, belittled by my siblings.i try my best to be as good as I can but I'm nothing comparison to my sibling since they graduated college.

They achieve to much that my parents that ignored me for so many years.