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The Little Things That Keep Me Alive

Usui Jamie is troubled violinist with lots of anxiety and depression, he feels like nobody could be trusted after the break up with a long time friend, making a promise to trust nobody ever again, even worse having to work in a club as a prostitute were he meets the handsome Sato Hisashi, one who holds a huge secret, will Jamie ever be able to trust anyone again? (WARNING!18&UP!!)

McBri · LGBT+
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26 Chs

Chapter Twenty

"Akira you can't use people like that! What the hell is wrong with you? Now, what are you going to do, break up with her?" Jamie began to rant.

"Have you considered the fact that she might like you? Goodness Akira I can't believe you actually did this!"

"She doesn't care about me, she's just with me since I'll make her more popular. . ." Akira said with a glare.

Jamie rubbed his forehead while just turning around to get his violin out. "Fine, like I said yesterday, they're your decisions and if that's something you don't regret doing. . . it's fine by me." Jamie continued as he put rosin on his bow.

Akira's blood boiled, the incident was particularly Jamie's fault and the fact that he never listens to Akira and gets himself in dangerous situations.

"Of course it is. . . since you go and sleep with any guy you see!" Akira said without thinking at all how those words hurt Jamie deeply.

Jamie dropped his bow and looked at Akira wide-eyed and bewildered. "What. . .?" Jamie asked starting to tear up a little. "YOU THINK I LIKE DOING ALL THAT WEIRD SHIT? I DON'T! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! YOU CLEARLY KNOW THAT MY USELESS FATHER FORC-!"

"THEN WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE THAT HOUSE, HUH? JUST LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE PLEASE! JUST GET AWAY FROM THAT PSYCHO!" Akira said standing up and moving closer to Jamie.

"I t-told you al-already I c-can't I. . . need to st-stay with mo-mom. . ." Jamie said beginning to tremble. "Are you okay? Jamie!"

"I- just h-have to hold on a-a bit m-more then I'll le-leave m-my da-dad. . ." Jamie whispered as he began to close his eyes, sitting down on the cold floor.

Akira sat next to him and sighed. "I moved out to an apartment close to the school. . . a few weeks ago so, if you ever want to stay come over anytime." He said laying his head on Jamie's shoulder.

Jamie smiled and closed his eyes as his breathing got more steady and managed to control his emotions for once.

Hisashi was pacing back and forth in his office. He licked his lips and kept a hand in his dress pants pocket. Daisuke sat on one of the chairs that faced the desk with a small smirk. "Oooh dear, boss! I think that walking and thinking about the boy that came last time isn't a good idea, ya know. We have bigger much bigger problems."

"I fucking know that! And stop bringing that kid into every conversation! I need to think should we trust that family? They can be a scam and try to scam me like before." Hisashi glanced at Daisuke who was too busy smirking and not paying attention to anything. "You know what you're useless like always, get out," Hisashi said with anger as he rubbed his eyes.

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