12. He is beautiful.

What the hell is going on?

Dine?

Confused Lu Shui Hua took his eyes to the doors he had attempted to open a few minutes ago and shook his head in angst. Why did he avoid his question about Jiangsu? What was the meaning of his sudden reaction?

Did something happen to Jiangsu?

Feeling motionless and numb as he stood, he managed to move his feet as the guilt started to creep in. If anything happens to Jiangsu he can only blame himself for it because he instigated this trip and lead this mission. He saw all the red flags and ignored them all because of his selfishness. As he approached the doors, he felt the tears, the warmth before they strolled down his cheek, and before he could stop himself, he was fighting a downpour.

Yes, he wasn't certain that something bad had happened to his brother, but he could feel that something was not right, Deep down within, he could feel it in his guts that something was wrong and it was his fault.

Jiangsu... please be okay.

His legs were weak from the thoughts of losing his only family, as he dissipated down to the ground, gripping his legs and holding them tightly. Ever since he was a child, that was the only position he comforts himself with; sitting on the cold floor either in a cold alley or a dark room with his legs pressed to his chest with Jiangsu by his side.

He could hear his voice, he could hear his little brother. he could hear him from a distance, he could hear him running to him with that smile he used to have, calling him with excitement in his eyes. ' Shui Hua '

Sobbing softly, his emotions were scattered everywhere, his hands trembling as he cried like a baby without a care in the world mumbling "Sorry"

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry".

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He felt it all.

His pain, His cries, his pleas.

His entire emotion engulfed him and he felt them directly on his skin just like the morning dew. It bothered him, it shook him from slumber. Somehow his emotions summons him.

it was unusual and he was still getting a hang of it but his powers were becoming overwhelming for this body.

Ever since he was roused from deep slumber, he had always felt him; as if they shared one soul and body. And when he gave him life, they became one root, he could feel everything he feels, Everything.

'Lu Shui Hua' He called his name, slowly closing his eyes as he took deep breaths to calm his turmoil.

He could see him.

He could hear him.

He could feel him.

Steadily, he stretched out his arm to comfort him.

Splitting air wouldn't be a problem for him as he could already see him, but the ache to touch him, the driving need to hold him, and the urge to dissipate everything that hindered him stunned him.

"Lu Shui Hua" He called him again but this time, he defied the law of transition as he suddenly began to mix with air. He was becoming invisible and slowly began to appear in the room that held Lu Shui Hua.

Lu shui Hua could smell him, he could breathe him in, he was just a sniff away but he couldn't see him. His head was bent to his knees as he sobbed softly like a child that had been deprived of love.

What caused him this kind of pain?

Lu shui Hua.

Suddenly, the man on the floor paused. He could only hear his sniffles as he raised his head slowly to the open doors.

He heard me.

Golden eyes flickered into those beautiful green expectant eyes that glowed with hope and confusion.

He is beautiful.

He mumbled to himself as he whispered his name softly once again.

"Lu Shui Hua".