The Introduction

I was sitting on the balcony, tapping a pen softly against my fingers thinking about all the crazy shit that goes on in my life.. Nothing..

There is nothing, everyday is like a never ending loop of the exact same thing repeatedly.. will it ever change?

Hello I'm Alice and of course, Your the diary! (Continues to tap pen looking at the stars thinking of what to write..)

I have two brothers, and two adoptive parents.

I was adopted by this "perfect" family of four, now five.. it was alright for a bit but over time it seemed like I was a slave, like I was trapped doing what I was told.. I was helpless.

My mother is a famous model, her name is Savannah. She's almost always busy doing things like photo shoots and cat walks..

My fathers name is Jason. He works as the manager of a construction business, I also barely see him and when I do I'm always doing something for him until he decides to fall asleep, or leave.

My first brother (Trever, the oldest) is 19 old, He's spoiled, hates me, and does whatever he can to make my life harder.

My other brother (Spade, Youngest) Is three years old, he is honestly the sweetest person in my family and the only one who does not look down upon me, I teach him what he needs to learn about life.

Me, I'm Alice as said before and I am what I feel to be a house slave. I do what I'm told and keep my head down. I'm usually Babysitting my brother, cleaning the house, cooking, etc.. About the same thing every day. I am writing this while I'm 24 but this happened when I was 17. I thought that life would always be the same..

but I was wrong.