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Holding the coals of fire, he immediately caught a cold and ordinary feeling, then without thinking Jay squeezed the coals in his hands.

For an instant he understood something and there was contemplation in his mind, and he realized that something was not right

So he needed to find that out because he had guessed something but still couldn't figure out what to do

Then without much to say Jay rushed outside like he was inspired, he firmly stared at a big tree

And without hesitation stepped towards him, and after standing in front of him he struck with his hand and instantly his hand pierced through the tree

Seeing this jay knew his guess had been proven so he immediately did something more drastic, he stomped the ground with his foot

And imagining the ground cracking deep and wide, without much effort what he did happen

happening he looked up at the sky, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, jumped off the ground Jay then flew high above the sky

With his efforts, he became free above the sky, grabbed the clouds as the clouds gathered in his hand, and looked at the sun as soon as the sun became small

Extraordinary things that he never imagined, instantly became possible for him to do, staring at the vast seawater below him

He felt a strange idea, pointed towards the ocean, and in an instant, a large vortex appeared in the sea draining the existing ocean to dry

And at the same time, the many fish he saw were being sucked into the vortex, couldn't say much more Jay laughed happily

Obvious, ly, this is something very pleasant for him, thinking again a strange idea popped into his mind

Staring at his right hand, then in an instant, chocolate appeared, and Jay laughed again eating it with satisfaction the taste of chocolate he had ever eaten filled his mouth.

And so Jay did various experiments that he considered unusual and created something from the void, ranging from living things to inanimate objects.

Everything he can create and make, until one day when he tries to embody his women he is astonished to be surprised because he can't make them happen.

Doing a few more tries again Jay can't create anyone he knows, doubts what he has done Jay then ponders

And in reflection yes aboard a huge yacht he had created, Jay knew the reason why he couldn't create one

Because from the bottom of his heart there is rejection in creating them, and his heart can't accept that he created them

So he unsuccessfully couldn't create his woman and the person he loves, so he realized something he couldn't imagine what all this would mean if he couldn't be with the person he cares about.

so that he loses his motivation in making everything he dreams and desires

Tired of everything he had dreamed of, Jay became dazed again, he naturally knew that there was no longer any meaning to him in this world.

So he immediately stopped his finger, and in an instant like the fragments of the world he had imagined in his imagination shattered and shattered

And in this state he returned to the beginning when he was in front of the waterfall, he seemed to wake up from all the delusions he did

As a story, it took him a while to come back to his senses from the situation he was in a while ago

Then without saying much he breathed a sigh of relief and felt a huge burden that had been buried for a long time now being released from his body

And after a few moments of calming down Jay then looked again at the beautiful waterfall in front of him, and subconsciously he smiled

As if thinking of something he chuckled and in an instant spread his arms and the waterfall stopped flowing

After confirming the answer he then spoke to angel " angel, is the practice in the form of illusions this time?" ask jay

"Yes sir there is an element of illusion in this practice but mostly it is related to the host's determination about something" replied angel

"Once it comes into contact with my determination to achieve something, pulling is very interesting" Jay muttered in a thought state

But then he realized again that he was still in the spirit realm, "angel can you get me out of here because I feel it's enough for me to practice" Jay asked the angel

"Yes sir, please wait a moment," said angel in reply

.And shortly after Jay closed his eyes he disappeared within the island and returned to his target into his training capsule

Opening his eyes, he smiled because he was in his training capsule, opened the capsule and came out, Jay felt very tired and also missed his women

Looking forward to meeting them, Jay rushed outside and sure enough, he was outside taking a breath of fresh air which restored his spirit which had withered from his training in the spirit world.

Walking towards his Harem, Jay realized that he was now some distance away and as he walked he tried to recall the feelings he had felt in the spiritual space.

He realizes that there are things that he can't always get, and to get something other than struggle he also needs a strong determination, in other words, that he must be a strong person if he wants to achieve something.

Jay then imagined the situation in the spirit world with what was in the real world

Almost everything is similar and there is also nothing different, the difference is that he or himself is the center of his life

In other words both in the spirit world and in the real world, every living person is the center of their own life, if they are not aware of it they will fall into the shadow or illusion of the world.

Therefore, in the illusion of a world that is so real, determination and a strong personality are needed to be able to survive in the rush of illusions and temptations of the world.

So that he stays on his goal and does not deviate from what should be the beginning of his journey.

After reaching deep conclusions about what he had experienced, Jay's determination to become stronger became more and more burning, and he also realized that there was more motivation within him to fight for his life.