“My happiness is my sadness “

In the beginning the King and the Queen ruled the kingdom, the kingdom that every human kind on the land was happy and filled with kindness.

After the death of the king Shan who ruled sila, the crown prince Ahn reigned and took over his father's work, everyone loved king Ahn, he who brought people together, season after season with no complaints instead it was only happiness.

King Ahn fell in love with Lola the daughter of the chief commander of the kingdom sila, their love grew and grew, even heaven's blessed them. They both liked books, reading poems, with them it was only laughter.

Sila was a kingdom with only happiness.

As time went by, in the palace things seemed to be a little bit cold, rumors everywhere for the queen not being able to produce children,

"Your majesty it's time to have an heir " man 1 speaks

" there are rumors around that the queen…" as man 2 speaks the king interrupted in a anger ," you must focus on the people and the country right now". The king seemed not to want to talk about it, but when he is with his wife he feels at home as long as love was there with them.

Not until one day, everything became a twist and king was asked to have an heir .," king you must have an heir "" you must have an heir". This became an night mare for both the king and the queen.

For the people and the country the king had to have an heir through a concubine , and he was afraid his lovely wife couldn't be able to have children , the pain and sorrow concurred the king and the queen.

After one month, " congratulations your highness you are pregnant", the queen couldn't believe, she didn't know if it was happiness or sadness, her love with the king seemed to fade away. When it was announced that the queen was pregnant, instead of happiness everything became a total twist, rumors everywhere that the queen slept around, no one believed her, the bright life of the queen became different, she couldn't meet the king, the king was busy all the time.

When the rumors seemed to be true, the queen had to be punished severely, but the king chose to ban the queen from the palace she was sent in exile, and her clan removed from the palace.

Chapter 1

** woman screaming out loud in pain*

" you must endure it your highness, push"

"aaah" … " push"

*baby cries*

" yo..ur highness i..it's twins" lady 1 speaks as if she is scared,

*baby 2 cries*

" congratulations your highness it's a boy and a girl, they are twins " the doctor said, and they hand over the babies to her highness Lola who was crying in sadness, pain and happiness " so your are twins my poor babies " and everybody stood their congratulating her with happiness.

" yo..u, you must not tell anyone you must not let the king know " Lola said in fear Concerned and shaky voice " you must not tell him about the twins please " as she handed one baby to a doctor," your highness what do you think you are doing,,,,this..s" the doctor said in shivers, " you must take this baby and run away, go far away, far away from the seas, no one must know please " as she said when she was crying, the doctor and the 2 maids bowed down to stop the queen from doing that," your highness please don't do this", but she insisted " doctor Han, this is my order as the queen , take this child and go, go far away, even my father shouldn't know about this baby," the doctor bowed crying as he accepted the order " your highness please ",

" maid yun please make sure no one knows about this, and if there's anyone who heard or saw everything here, they should be killed, and no one is allowed to see the prince's face from now", the queen gave order on that day.

( Twins were a disgrace especially when they are royalty)

The king got the news of the new born boy from his exiled queen," your majesty her highness gave birth to a boy" male maid said

The king seemed not to be happy with the news, " send them food " he said

After 12 years

" Haru,… haru,…., where did he go… Haru…. What do I do" maid caas screaming out loud while searching for someone " what do I do, "

(Haru)

" today is the last day, I have to at least go this one once" smirks, while standing near the wall fence trying to find a way to climb up, as he climbs someone came from behind and grabbed him stopping him from climbing further , as haru fall down and open his eyes to see who did it " aah! What's with you",,, his wide eyes in shock to see it's his mother's female maid and when he looks around he sees his mother.

*in haru's chambers *

" mother am sorry I didn't mean to do that " haru said as he was kneeling down i front of his mother " no body saw my face I swear, i,,,iam sorry ", Lola turned around and touched Haru's face mask and she removed it, haru closed his eyes," why, why are you closing your eyes, are you afraid that I will see your face, we are the only ones in this room haru"she said to haru while smiling scarily

" mother am not afraid, am sorry " haru said as he bows down to her mother, but Lola held him high and hugged him" don't make things hard anymore, stop running around cause one might see your face and you know how it ends up" as she smiled to him and she left the room.

Haru was so scared and teared up, his maid caas entered " Haru, I've been searching you from everywhere, i was so scared to death' she saw haru crying angrily" it's all my fault,,,,, why me" 'haru,,,, don't cry it's not your fault " she hugged him to confort him.

Lola grounded haru and made him study everytime, he wasn't allowed to go out anywhere else accept where he can be with guards , but for haru he got so frustrated and didn't know why no one could see his face nor why he wasn't allowed to play with others, his life became of study, eating, sleeping or learning martial art alone.

After some time

*cough*

" your highness, we should call the royal doctor, you are not well" maid says as she hand water to Lola, " there's no need, maybe this is my punishment and I have to take it" Lola says with a lazy voice

" your highness you shouldn't say that " maid tell Lola , " some times when you call me that, i hate it more, i prefer to be called my name"

One night at the queen's place

*people screaming *

* chaos*

* maid running at the Queen's room*

" your high we got a problem ", the maid said to the queen while she woke up quickly, rushing towards the door " what's wrong,,,, what's going on,,,, "

" Your highness you must get out here" the maid said to the queen but the queen couldn't listen to her " ha,,,, haru,,, my son,,,, where's my son" when she tried to go, a man in a red mask stood before her with the sword , the maid quickly went in front of the queen " queen you must go,,,, I'll protect you" the queen quickly ran, the maid stayed to delay the man, but the man sliced her, Lola turned around she saw her maid down, she watched with teary eyes, but she went on to find haru.

On the other hand haru was with maid caas

( caas was same age as haru, and they grew up together)

" we must stay here maybe someone will come" haru said to caas while hiding behind the bookshelf" I will protect you haru, I must delay them and you quickly run at the window, then run at the kitchen gate there's a way out here" caas said to haru, but haru held her hand to stop her from leaving , but she insisted," you must be safe your highness," she quickly went, haru wanted to follow, but he had to escape, while caas went out, while peeping, she sensed a sword on her neck, there was a man standing holding a sword, she got scared and started crying, and she closed her eyes • haru am sorry, please be safe• her inner voice said, when the man raised the sword, he immediately fell down, haru hit him with a rock, when caas looked behind, she saw haru " your highness,,,, " she quickly grabbed haru so they run, " mother,,,, we should find mother " they ran while running, he saw outside ground, someone on the ground and a man standing with a sword dripping blood " ma, mom mom" he tried to run but bodyguard seff grabbed him to stop him from going there, trying to hide haru and caas, when the man turned to see where the scream came from, he saw two kids and a man running, " you must kill them all" the man said giving order to others.

• haru, my son, please forgive your mother, I made everyone die, i couldn't protect anyone please leave my son , you must live, you must meet your sisttt,,,,• Lola's crying voice while she was on the ground, breathing her last breath •

( haru saw the face of the man,)

( haru still had his face mask on)

After all the chaos, haru, caas and seff, managed to escape .