304 Farewell, My First Love

"Are you saying that falling in love with you was a mistake?" Xiao Zhiren really wanted to know what his feelings were at this moment. He could hear each word of hers, he was even able to understand the meaning and reality behind her words but he was unwilling to accept that meaning or that reality.

"We can never be the judge of someone's love or any feelings. But it's also true that you're at fault..." she took a moment as her hand ran through her short hair. "Your mistake was to underestimate my insanity, ruthlessness, and the chaos I bring with me."

"But all I ever wanted was for you and me to become us," he was agitated as he abruptly sat up but in the process, his hands somehow touched her abdomen and when he pulled his hand back, it was sullied with blood. He forgot what he wanted to say as the reminder and burden of how he was the one who gave that wound to her came crashing down. His hand trembled as he choked, "I... I'm really sorry! I didn't even..."