ME

This is my last day in this he'll hole but l don't really care. Every piece of life has bien teared of me . Ever since my mom and dad died when l was only two months old being , being raised in an orphanage where they only torture and enslave us. That's where l met Sydney but while growing up , we weren't close it was only after some years that we became friends and it was only at my 16s that we decided to run away by then she was 18 and ever since we became thieves. We succeeded in being thieves only due to her talent and abilities in electronics and my great agility but she betrayed me at the end.

All of these awful things that happened to me gave me experience , it thought me a great lesson in life," Trust no one but yourself,on this earth you are alone and you can only count on yourself."

I'm Ella Lin, a 22 year old orphan And a bad seed in a bag of good seeds. As l was coming out of prison, l went back to the old hide out where Sydney and l used to live. From its appearance, they could see no one lived there any longer, l suppose Sydney left immediately l got arrested and over the years , the place became dusty and mouldy . She obviously left with all the money we robbed, she's such a filthy little disgusting ..... She isn't worth my thinking, time and insults. I tapped out all the dust and cleaned which took me probably 5 hours! Then l rested for what took like days (actually a day) . The following morning l went to a secret place only l knew. That's where l was keeping some of the money we stole during our various operations. I guess part of me knew l couldn't trust Sydney. I had an old dress they gave me when l came out of jail. ( They do that to anyone who comes out of that he'll because when you leave from there your old clothes will not size you any longer( too grown for them) so they give you any old clothe either coming from a garbage dump or somewhere even filtier). So l went to the mall, bought two pairs of black dresses, a pair of black caps and two black pairs of shoes. I changed and then returned to the hide out. I had started some special on the internet classes when I was in jail . Sometimes, l would usually seek out and use the guardians laptop to study and then l applied for the test which was months before my release . Now that l' m free, l can easily the test which was in a months time. But before tgat l had to make myself some personal informations like a citizenship certificate , an I'D and all the other information stuff.

I always go to the library to study or just to get my mind of things. Reading always helped me to cool off my mind. Due to my frequent coming/appearance at the library , the library staff offered me a job at the library. I accepted by a nod afterall l do need it but not that much because l still have some money left that l got from my secret place where l kept it and as the job didn't require me to talk ( because ever since that day l found no interest in talking to people ) and it got me even more closer to the books . Reading was the only thing that made me feel at ease, comfortable and happy.