Chapter 84

Drew

After the day I’ve had, I’m dying to sink into the wet heat of my wife. There’s nothing else that helps keep me grounded like being with her. Many men who live the biker lifestyle will say there’s nothing like the freedom of straddling their bike and letting the wind blow through their hair. While that’s true, and it is my freedom, my wife is pulpit where I kneel and beg God for forgiveness. Fuck she is my forgiveness. Anything I’ve ever done wrong in my life, I’ve worked through buried deep inside her heat. Right now I need that forgiveness, that understanding. I need something more than what I’ve been getting, and I know I’m going to get it from her.

“I don’t wanna hurt you.” My voice is brutally honest. “But I’m raw after today, and I need to feel. I need to know you’re okay, I need to know I’m okay,” I admit. “To know we’re gonna make it through this and out on the other side. It feels like it’s never going to be over.”