The real me (Mazaya)

I feel it. All the love that's been gone for centuries. It's too much. I can't even think straight. I know I shouldn't but I need Luther. He's so beautiful and I miss him. I can tell he's angry. Whenever he gets angry his eyes turn a dark red. I hurt him but he hurt me too.

"I miss you." I said. The only reaction I got was him gritting his teeth. He's trying so hard to keep his anger at bay. If he had his full powers he probably would've punished me. I'm stronger than him though. So I couldn't help it. I miss him and even if this is just in my head. I need this. I need him.

He stayed quiet. He kept trying to get me to stop hugging him. Maybe he doesn't want me because I changed the way I look. It won't hurt to show my real face. I miss my curly red hair and dark green eyes anyways. It's time I stop living a lie atleast in my head. Making myself ugly was a power play and I just want his love right now.

With just a flick of my finger I was finally back to normal. No more lies, no more hiding. My dreams were suppose to be a happy place. I shouldn't be pretending. Luther wasn't looking at me so he obviously didn't see the change yet. Let me change that. As I grabbed his face and forced him to look at me his eyes went from anger to surprise swiftly.

"Do you like what you see? It's been a long time since I've been in my true form." I stated while smiling and rubbing his face. He just stared not saying a word. That's fine with me. The less he talks the better. I went to kiss him but he moved his face away so I hit his cheek instead. That hurt alot.

These feelings aren't suppose to be here. Where did they come from. Maybe I should go because the pain is to much. I need to dance this off. I moved my hands, and pushed off of him so I could stand up. My legs feel like jelly but I should be okay. Luckily there's an arm rest I can balance myself on. The room is kind of spinning but it's not a big deal.

As soon as I finally was steady and ready to leave, Lucas was in front of me blocking my way. I would've just teleported out but I can't even think straight right now. "Can you please move?" I said while trying to go around him. He grabbed my arm steading me and commanded "Sit."

I don't have to listen to him. I dont have to listen to anyone. "No, now move before I make you." He better be smart before I make him an immortal without powers. "Sit down now Mazaya." He gritted out. It seemed like I was really working his nerves. Unfortunately for him I did not care.

"Fine I'll sit." I lied so he would get off my back.

I turnt alittle to make it seem like I was going to sit but instead of him going to sit back down he just waited. "You can go and sit down I dont need a baby sitter." I snapped. He was really pissing me off. I was not a child anymore and I did not have to deal with this crap.

"I'll sit when you sit." He stated dryly. I was not about to deal with this. I looked at Luther who looked to be deep in thought and tapped his shoulder. When he looked up at me his eyes were black and he has a cold and otherwise emotionless look in his eyes. "Can you tell your brother to move? I don't have to stay here." I asked him

He looked at me for a second and than looked at Lucas. I waited for him to say something. Help or something but nothing. Fine I would just teleport. As soon as I tried to teleport I got a sharp pain in my head. I fell to my knees, holding my head. The pain was too much. what was that. The pain was too much in this dream state. I needed to wake up now.