I tried to make even a tiny bit of noise but the spell made it impossible. If I could just show any signs of protest maybe I could make the bond not hold. Lifting up my body I started try to make as much noise as possible. Right as I went to flop down I instantly came up with a better plan. If I could kick Tod or Alex with my legs it would mess up the bond, giving me time to come up with a permanent plan.
The plan was instantly deflated as a ache started to take place in my chest as I went to kick Alex. My heart. I slowly laid my body down. What was happening to me. With my eyes closed I could feel the bond wrapping itself around me and that small ache in my chest start to grown.
I couldn't cry out as pain came right before I felt it instantly go away like a snap. The tightness around me felt like it was cutting off circulation everywhere. As I opened my eyes, Sasha was there along with The God of suffocating hate. No. I went to move my leg but I couldn't. I was slowly relaxing. Why were they doing this to me.
I was a magicless nobody. Why wouldn't they let me go? My head flopped to the side from the heaviness in me. As my eyes took in the scene I came to realize that if the bond stuck I would never be able to break the bond. I didn't even know what marriage bond this was. It seemed new. As I looked up at Alex fear took hold of me.
His eyes were glowing a vibrant gold and you could see the gold power radiating off of him. When did he get that powerful? Was he gaining power from becoming the high king? How could I even break free of his hold now. I would've been ecstatic a few days ago if I were to see how much power was being put into our marriage bond.
I dreamed of marrying Alex all my life. I planned everything to a tee. I planned on going to all meetings as a supportive wife and to have a child right after we got married. I already knew how I would re-decorate the palace because it needed a change. Even when I lost my magic I dreamed of all the charity events I could go to, to make up for my lost magic. Being queen was everything to me until it became nothing.
Weight on top of my body had me coming out of my head. Alex had climbed on top of me and was taking off the tape. He grabbed my hand with my ring on it and started kissing me. I felt the bond wrap around us magically binding us forever. You could tell this Bond wouldn't be able to be broken.
As the bond wrapped over and over again my hope was completely taken away. As soon as the bond snapped shut binding us together forever, I cried in
A sudden tightness in my chest had my eyes flying open. Alex was still on top of me kissing me. The bond was done but I could still feel the magic inside of me. The feeling in my chest was building up. I felt funny. "You're so beautiful." He whispered causing my heart to clench. He was confusing me. I had to stay strong.
"If you try anything funny Alex will kill you and if he doesn't, multiple royals have a bond to kill you including the most important royals. So remember as soon as the bond is activated you are dead or there will be a war." Tod said causing me to try to look over Alex's shoulder. Who was Tod talking to.
"Pay attention to me. I'm all that matters." Alex whispered as If the marriage bond fixed all our problems. When he grabbed my face and forced me to look at him my heart broke. Why did he have to hurt me? The strange feeling in me was getting stronger. Was someone using magic on me. As I looked up at Alex's eyes to see if he was using magic I froze.
He was everything I ever wanted. He was beautiful and perfect. As he rubbed into me, I leaned into him. So lost into him I forgot why I was even mad at him. I wanted him and I didn't want to ever see him with anyone else. But he was with someone else. He hurt you Mazaya, stop thinking about what you wanted or had.
It was a inward turmoil and I couldn't get my mind straight. "Can I erase the memories that are making you fight me?" He asked me. I paused for a second. I wanted to be happy but he hurt me. Just because he forced a bond upon me didn't mean all was forgiving. "No." I said sternly. I needed to remember.