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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation (unedited and discontinued version)

Update:The finished version of this book is my other book with the same name. Somehow I ended up with two books. If you would like to read this book for free you can type in the name and click the one that says updating. If you have read some of this book you will unfortunately have to start from the beginning because half way through I changed a few things and now that I have a second book to go with this book I can’t stick with this version. I really do apologize and I hope that you will give both of my books a try since they are free. Also this is a dark war and romance book so reader’s discretion is advised. Mazaya(masaya) is the goddess of wisdom and creation she's anything but normal. she's emotionally unstable because She holds too much power. She's the only God that was born with a dark god and light God parent. It was never heard of before her. So that explains why she is the most powerful God in existence. Right? Not really because nothing is as it seems. Gods are manipulating each other left and right to prevent complete control. Things you think you know turn out to be a spell caused to protect the world. The only truth is the what they are living now. The past could be lies and there's only one way to find out the truth, to go along Mazaya's journey. One thing is true though She only has one weakness and when the most powerful Gods find it out they work to exploit it so they can control everything. The person who possesses her rules all. Will Mazaya be a pawn in this war against Gods or will she be able to free herself from some of the most ruthless Gods in existence. It' starts off slow but once you get into it it heats up and gets intense. nothing is as it seems in a world full of the most powerful gods. There will be sex scenes and at times it will seem out of there but this is a world of Dark Gods not weak mortals. And what is the way to ones soul? sex and manipulation. Don't be offended by how out of there this book can get. I was trying to be realistic. If a completely dark God was anything but what a dark God truly is would it be real. The light Gods are good Gods and you see it. But there's manipulation everywhere. This is a Dark Gods novel. Only a few Gods are based off of mythology this is a world I created and copy righted myself. (Warning turn back if you are looking for a happy ending. I can't promise that evil will not come out on top. This is war between gods so anything can happen. Conflicts will be high and anything can happen. worlds may be destroyed, important characters may die. read at your own risk because Mazaya is the only God that I can say for sure is completely immortal).

Ashley_loo · Fantasy

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168 Chs

Dispair

My mind was in dispair right now. I was hysterical and I didn't know what to do. Alex had been gone for almost a month. The first time he asked me to allow him to erase my memories I said no. I assumed that the counsel would help but after they didn't desperation kicked in.

I had been fighting the love and hate so I didn't think nothing of it. After a day of him being gone I vowed that I would accept the memories being changed. I didn't care anymore as long as he never did it again. If I had second thoughts going through with my memories being erased, I would keep my mouth shut.

I wanted to walk around the garden and spend time with snowy. I wanted to eat at the dining hall table and run down the halls. I wanted my freedom and if forgetting everything was what would make it happen. I would do it. Alex wasn't letting me leave no matter what so I had to compromise.

So the next time I was prepared. He came in and I agreed but when everyone came in again I spoke up even though I didn't want to, I said I changed my mind. I couldn't forgive him. I said some mean things and he left. As soon as they all left pain hit me. Someone used magic on me.

I wasn't dumb I realized it as soon as they were using it And when the magic left me it confirmed it. So I prayed he would come back but it's been a month and he hasn't been back once. I need him. I need to be free. I'm losing my mind. I can hardly sleep and I'm lonely. He doesn't spend time with me anymore. I'm completely alone. What if he never comes back and just leaves me here?

I had been crying non stop for weeks. Finally though after waiting so long the door opened. And my heart leaped for joy. He was here. He came in and closed it slowly coming to me. "Hey beautiful. Are you ready to give in to daddy? Or are you going to stay mad at me forever?" He asked as he sat down.

I shook my head fast. "Okay baby I'll be right back." He said as he stood up. "Noooo." I rushed out. He paused and turnt to look at me. "Please don't leave, can you do it yourself?" I begged. He looked at me and shook his head. "I wish I could. We have to do it with the counsel." He said as he turnt again to leave.

"No don't leave me please. You can't leave me again." I cried out. "Baby I'm just going to get the council. I promise I won't be long." He said as he rubbed my face with his hand. "Please they'll do it again. I'll never leave. they'll do it again." I couldn't think straight anymore. My mind wasn't working. I started to cry. Would I be stuck here forever.

"Shhhhh baby." He said as he kneeled down next to me. "Can you just stay here. and just lay next to me every day. I don't want to be alone." I cried knowing that if he left and the counsel came back in someone would use magic on me and I would be alone. Possibly longer. I didn't want that.

"Baby I'm just going to go and grab the counsel okay. I won't be gone long. I promise that you will get to be off the bed no matter what." He said making me cry out more. "If you leave I'll give up. You can you can just kill me. I don't want to live if you bring them in here. I don't want to live." I cried I cant live like this anymore.

"Baby." He said. "No just hold me please." I begged. "I'm so lonely." I whispered. "You made up your mind baby so no matter what I'll do the spell on you." He whispered. "Even if I tell you I don't want it." I cried. I already knew the answer. "Yes even if you say not to." He said softly.

I smile and cried "Really?" I asked. "Yes really" Alex said while kissing me. "You promise?" I asked again. What if he changed his mind. What if someone used magic on him. "Don't go. I don't want to be alone." I cried as I started to get sleepy. "Go to sleep baby. When you wake up everything will be better." He whispered. "No you." I felt him kiss me before I drifted off to sleep.

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