the first step

For a long time i knew i was different and i was kinda strange for my society. for them a 18 years old girl should think of marriage and settle down with a amazing husband who's able to serve all her needs. but no!! i never thought that way before i never thought that my husband will be my own credit card and he just give me babies or more clear give our families , i always know that my husband will be my hero and that he's able to change my life for the best as much as i will change his and that we can TOGETHER make it work . and if I will close my eyes in the night I should close them knowing that tomorrow will be good with this man besides me . I always want have the thing that rose and Jack had . BUT having a man really it's not on top of my dreams list and this may be the huge problem in my life for my parents. I always want to be that girl