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"Is it recording? Yes... Well... If you're watching this then it means I'm not beside you anymore...

How are you? Do you miss me? Are you crying because of me?

If yes, please don't. I'm not worthy of your tears.

I miss you a lot. But know that I'm always near you and watching over you.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to leave you.

Jimin... Chim Chim... Mochi...

You were the only one by my side. You never left me. Not even when I was the biggest jerk in this World.

I'm really sorry about that. I should've gave you more of my attention. But I didn't...

You were my first boyfriend, my first love. My first kiss was stolen by you.

You were the first person I ever fell in love with.

I remember the first time I met you. We bumped into each other and you fell in the water. But I, I just stood there frozen like a statue.

Instead of walking up to you, lifting you up and taking you home to dry you off and help you, I just walked away from you heartlessly.

That was the beginning of our story.

You changed me.

I'll never forget our cinema dates.

You were the light in my dark life. Thank you for that.

I didn't trust anyone. Not even myself. But you.. You made me trust again. Not just myself, but others too. But most of all, I trusted you the most. Even more than myself.

Thank you. I started loving life again thanks to you.

You were my rescue and hope.

But everything changed after that diagnosis...

I thought you were going to leave me.

That you will leave me die and go find someone else... But.. But you.. You didn't..

I thought you were going to yell at me.. But you didn't.

I thought you were going to cry... But you didn't.

You always smiled at me and kept on telling me that everything will be alright. Even tho you knew it wouldn't.

We both knew that it was the end. But you didn't want to give up that easily.

We knew it was both the beginning and the end of our story. But you still kept on trying to save me, to save us.

You had hope while I had lost mine long ago.

You were there while no one else was.

Thank you. But seems destiny didn't want us to be happy for a long time.

Jimin.. I'm recording this because I want to thank you for everything, I want to ask something of you and lastly, I want to say my goodbye.

Please Jimin, find someone else. Find a new love... Forget about me.

I know I'm asking for too much, but please.. Do it for me. Okay? Thank you for everything Jimin.

After this video, I want you to only smile.. Even when you remember me, smile. Always smile. No matter what happens. So... See you Chim... Maybe in next life...

I love you... "with that, the video ended.

I laid back on the couch, tears rolling down my cheeks. It's over. It's all over. "I love you too Yoongi." I murmur quietly, closing my eyes.