Suggest My Name: Part 1

Jake was drenched in to his blood. it was not like that he was being beaten by the police officers. but he must have been hurting himself. one day he picked up a thin slice of iron and he cut open his wrist. there was an emergency in the prison and everybody was so bewildered about what they were going to do with this prisoner? it was something very disturbing that one of the prisoners got hurt and the blame shall be on all the supervisors of the police station. so that's why everybody was pretty disturbed. Jake was brought into a prison hospital. where he was being monitored and he was given medical aid. Jack felt like his soul has been departing from his body. he felt so weak and he felt so traumatized. he was bonkers and he was never returning into his sane position. after 10 or 15 days of staying at the hospital, he was returning to the prison. he thought that this torture is going to start again. but nobody laid a hand over Jack. nobody even those investigating officers didn't come to investigate jack. he was all alone and it was even more painful. because he actually enjoyed the questioning and answering of investigative agents but now they were not even interested in him. he was rendered alone and he felt some sort of boredom and you know people start doing crazy things when they are bored. it's been said in "conquest of love" that boredom makes a person do something that he isn't meant to. and jack was even doing nothing but still his brain was ruined.

one day he was being taken to a therapist and the therapist asked him why he is in so much passion and pain? what has he done that that he has reached this sort of climax? and Jack answered that he has done nothing wrong except that he had loved a person entirely. he was so drenched in love he was so absorbed in pure love that he cannot manage the loss of his beloved one. we do certainly lose people in our lives and that's quite normal.

"but you know that you have been into a very difficult situation just because you have loved a person who might have Troubled you without any reason." said the therapist

Jack was astonished. he asked the therapist whether he's an investigative officer or he's just a therapist.

he told his therapist that maria had done nothing wrong she was as innocent as he was. and if she has been murdered then she has been done wrong. and it's extremely wrong that you guys are not investigating about actual happening, about the actual incident. you are just torturing me enough to take the claim back that I am innocent.

Therapist asked that what does he think about his future? and Jack said "nothing.

" he said that there's too much emptiness and there's too much blackness all over his future and his present, that he can't think anything. he is unable to think about himself, he's unable to think about everything that is happening around him, and that's quite torturous for him.

the therapist asked that have you ever thought that Maria is not dead, that she might be just abducted or she must have been kept somewhere so that people can play on the field after her disappearance? Jack was shocked again. he was not expecting that from a therapist that he would guess what could have happened to maria. his job was just to do therapy on him, not to guess about his past.