{theres dirty jokes in this chapter so be careful!! You have been warned!!}
I sit down next to Emily in the dining hall.
"So I am guessing he freaked out when he woke up?"
I nod. "Yeah. But he fell asleep on my chest."
Emily gasp. "Did he really?! That's so cute!"
I chuckle. "Yeah..he is cute when he sleeps. He also manages to be sad when he's sleepy. It's like he always has a pained expression on his face."
Emily jumps up and down. "Awwww- Wait!! you said he's cute.. You do like him! So you're gay? Or are you still Pan?"
I sigh and look at her. "I've never been attracted to anyone but guys. I think I am gay. I honestly don't know... i- am going to check on him I'll be back."
Emily sits back down and nods. "Oh, ok. Well bye"
(A/N Emily can b so oblivious sometimes)
I walk-off towards my chamber and open the door to find Will gone and the door to the roof open.
I quickly run-up to the roof and see Will sitting on the edge halfway to his death.
I run to him and look at him.
There are tears running down his face and scapes on his hands.
"Will? What're you doing up here?"
He shakes his head and just falls onto me.
"I don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know why I am here. Crying to the crown prince about my problems."
I rub his back. "Just think of me like every other person. Someone who cares and loves people, not a crown prince."
I lift Will away from the edge and set him down on the ground.
I sit next to him and wrap my arms around him.
"Why are you here? Why are you helping me? According to most people, I am just good to fuck."
I lightly chuckle. "That just means you're good in bed. But that's not all you're good for. I bet you're good at other things."
A light blush starts to cover his face. "Not really...Mean I guess I am good in bed. I don't know I never thought of it."
I shake my head. "You're good at something. Everyone is."
Will scoots closer to me. "What are you good at?"
I look at him and admire how his face shines in the moonlight. "Well, I am good at fighting."
Will nods. "That's expected of a prince."
I nod and squeeze him."Will, I was wondering. Why did you try to kill your self?"
Will tenses and slightly moves away from me.
He sighs and whispers. "it was a few years after I got raped. My mom would not stop yelling and hitting me. My boyfriend was my only escape from them. My dad left after the trial and my mom's boyfriend Brandon killed Jake, my boyfriend. I just lost everything. I was constantly being raped and abused. I just couldn't hold on. So, I tried to stab myself..."
I scoot closer to Will and hug him.
"So that's why you are being abused. You're-
"-Gay."
Will nods but tenses again. "Why the hell am I telling you this? I have to go."
Will pushes off the wall and starts to walk towards the door.
I jump up after him and grab his arm. "Will wait!"
Will pulls his arms away and starts to turn around.
I grab his shoulders, turn him around, and gently kiss him.
Will pushes away from me and states at me with a horrified expression.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?! We just met and you're kissing me?"
I reach out to him. "Will I am sorry! I-i just. I don't know ok! I am sorry!"
Will looks at me and turns around before running down the stairs.
I look after him but stay where I am.
"FUCK!"
I yell before falling to the ground.
"Fuck..."