Chapter 63

AMY

"Jason . Tell me ." I gritted my teeth in frustration .

"He told me it was because of me . He told me to leave you and that would be the only way you will ever be happy ."

He finished his sentence . I could not just believe he lied to me all along . The times when he said Jason never cared about me . He said he told Jason that I was sick but Jason didn't come because he was preoccupied with his family . It was all lies .

He was the liar all along. It wasn't Jason who was hurting me . It was him . I trusted him . I told him everything . I went to him to find comfort . I went to him to find love. How could I not see who he really was?

"Amy , I'm sorry." Jason whispered .

"What the fuck are you sorry for ? It was all my fault for trusting him . It was because I believed in him . I .. It was all me . I blamed you for everything . I resented you . I .. I'm so fucking a bitch . You loved me all along and I just kept pushing you away ."

"No , no baby, it wasn't your fault ." He said , pulling me into a hug .

"Wait , then . How do you know Travis brought Caroline?"

"She told me. She never even loved me . It was all because she is a little psycho . She has always been obsessed with someone she thinks is her ." He said , looking down .

I cupped his face , looking deep into his eyes . His eyes were the same . Nothing ever changed . I was just being blind . He still loves me as before .

I couldn't resist anymore and leaned in to gently absorb the sweetness of his lips . He was taken aback for a minute but then he pulled me in more. Our tears mixed . Tongues danced like never before . Kiss of lost love is something else . I don't think even drugs can get you this high .

This time I took the step towards him . I want to flow where my heart takes me . I want to go in the direction where my feelings are meant to . I don't want to hold back anymore .

His hands went up and down my waist . My hands rested on his shoulders . This is what I missed . I needed this . This is all what was missing in my empty life .

"Food is getting cold." I smiled , panting like heavens . Looking into his gorgeous eyes . He smirked .

"I'm in the mood of something sweet tonight." He said in a possessive tone , pressing his hand on my breast .

"Then you should." I said in the same seductive voice . Biting my lips shamelessly .

He picked me up and took me to his bedroom . Placing me gently on his bed , he took in a good view of my face . He leaned in to kiss me again dominantly.

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I opened my eyes . The keen bright rays were falling like a beautiful dream through the window on his face . His peaceful sleeping face is so handsome .

I can't believe this Greek god is in love with a freaking ugly duck like me . He really is underrated . I think I was just blind all these past few days to not see what nature was offering me .

Travis is still roaming around in my head . I just can't believe he would do that . He wasn't mean to me ever . He was the only good one . So why ? What was the need ?

"Morning , beautiful ." Jason whispered in the morning husky voice . He pecked my head gently . Embarrassing me into him . This happiness and sensation is just on another level .

"You are still naked . I like it . Would you like to absorb my morning energy?" He murmured into my ear . His hot breath hit my neck like freaking vibrations .

I punched him playfully . He chuckled . His body shaked against mine .

"Let go Jason . I'm late for work." I said , trying to get out of his grip .

"No." He smirked evilly .

"Let go." I hissed .

"Nope." He smirked wider .

"I'll be late." I whined .

"Baby , I'm your boss . We can take today off," He suggested .

"No we can't." I said , pushing him away and running to the bathroom .

He ran after me , I shrieked, clutching the sheets to my chest harder . I tried to close the door but he got the handle .

"Let go. I want to take a shower."

"Okay then let me come in with you." He grinned cheekily, winking . I rolled my eyes and smirked . Letting him in . I'm happy after all . This was unexpected yet I'm content it happened .

We took a shower together and ate breakfast . He then volunteered , well It wasn't really volunteering . More like he forced me to go to work with him . I couldn't resist his stupid loving puppy face .

Maybe I'm trying to hide my pain through him . But in years this is the first time I felt like I'm doing something that I wanted to do . I think he was right . I haven't moved on completely . I doubt I ever will be .

We reached the office within no time . He pulled over and we were obviously fighting over the thing that we shouldn't go at the same time . We got out anyway . The same time obviously .

"Amy ." I turned around to see Travis standing beside his car . He looked devastated .

"Can we talk ? please." He asked , giving me a pleading eyes . I nodded and looked at Jason . He clearly hated seeing Travis . It was freaking clear on his face .

"I'll be back soon ."I assured him . Gently clutching his hand .

Jason looked at him , giving him a dead look . And then at me . He sighed and said okay before going in .

"So what is it?" I said, looking at Travis .

"Are you .. uh .. did he tell you something?" He asked , looking worried .

"What does that 'something' include?" I asked , folding my arms .

"Amy , I .. I'm really sorry about what I did . I know it wasn't forgivable . I shouldn't have deceived you from the beginning . I did it because I loved you . I wanted you to acknowledge me like how you did him . I wanted you to just look at me with the same eyes that you look at him . You were the first girl who wasn't affected by me . You were the only one I couldn't make mine . No matter how much I tried . So when you got injured and Jason looked guilty , I took the chance to get him out of your life . But Amy ." He came closer and held my hands .

"Look at the bright side . I won't leave you ever . I kept you accompanied through all the pain he gave you ."He looked totally changed saying this .

"How could I not see this? How didn't I notice you were this cunning ." I jerked my hands away from him .

"You were always selfish like this . The pain wasn't given by him . It was because of you . You made me go through worse while standing beside me . How could you still not feel any remorse about it? Are you even human Travis? Don't you feel a little bit sorry ?" I huffed .

"What should I feel sorry for huh? When you just left with him in front of me without looking back . Tell me did he fucked you so good that you keep going back to him . I can be much better if you want to get fucked." He said , gritting his teeth.

I couldn't believe my own ears . I didn't know how and why? But I slapped him. Tears fell down my eyes as I did that . I never thought this day would come .

He looked at me in disbelief . He was really angry . He finally started showing his true colours . So this was all he wanted from me . Just because I was the only girl Who didn't fall for his handsomeness , he deceived me . Lied to me . Acted for fucking whole time he was with me .

Suddenly he attempted to hit me . I shut my eyes , crunching my face . It was scary to see him like that . But I didn't get hit . I slowly opened my eyes . Jason was holding Travis's hand with horror expressions as he looked at me .

"Jason . Let him go ." I tried to back him off . I just didn't want him to create any scene .

"Jason . Please." He let him go . Still gazing at him like he would kill him anytime . We entered the building .

"I told you to stay here." I hissed .

"You wanted me to just stand and watch that asshole doing whatever he wanted . Amelia , I would kill anyone who touches a single strand of your hair and neither will you be able to stop me from doing that ." He was so damn serious . It was like his caged side just popped out .

I chuckled slightly , looking at him . "Let's go ." I said , walking towards the elevator .

"What do you mean? Why are you smiling? I'm serious right now . Amy, listen." He kept on talking and talking . We entered the elevator . The door closed but Jason still didn't shut up .

Without thinking anything I smashed my lips on his . He was taken aback . But kissed me back with even more passion. After a minute we broke apart .

"Now you shut up ." I breathed .

"I like this way of you shutting me up." we chuckled into each other .