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The Demon Goddess: If I can’t have love, I want power

#multiplemc #urban #immortality #demon #villain #smut [the cover is commisioned!!!] “By this, you are hereby declared to be reborn as a kind and beautiful girl for the fifteenth time," the judge pronounced the final judgment on Elara Olivia Sullivan's life. "I object!" Elara retorted firmly. Having already experienced fourteen lifetimes as a kind and beautiful girl in the mortal realm, Elara had yet to find happiness. Instead, her existence was riddled with suffering and betrayal. While in the realm of spirits, she regained all memories from her past lives – memories that were not of joy, but of anguish. Pain, an ever-present companion, had etched itself into her very essence. Betrayal. Deceit. Promises made without an ounce of intention to fulfill them. With each cycle of rebirth, she had endured the weight of these burdens, her heart becoming a repository of scars that spanned across ages. "I yearn for something different, something powerful." disclaimer: - 18+ above, please be wise - explicit content will be cautioned at the begginingbof chapter - the cover is commissioned

Tizzz · Fantasy
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48 Chs

Realm of Isolation

Her furrowed brows and slightly parted lips bore testament to her internal conflict. The mingling of apprehension and revulsion mirrored her footsteps as she traversed the expanse, her eyes darting from one unsightly heap to another.

The room's transformation into a den of chaos was so far removed from the tidy lodgings she had once provided that her emotions teetered on the edge of disbelief.

"Ah, damn it. Is it truly possible for a human being to endure such squalor?" The words slipped past her lips, punctuated by a mixture of frustration and disbelief.

Her eyes landed on the odorous piles, her expression a medley of anger and disgust. The harshness of her judgment betrayed her mounting distress as the scene before her grated against her sensibilities.

With an exasperated exhale, she conceded defeat in her search for Viktor. The disarray had seemingly consumed not only the room but also any trace of the young man who called it his abode.

Unable to bear the nauseating sight any longer, she pivoted on her heel, making a hasty retreat from the room that had devolved into a cesspool of filth.

As Viktor's ragged breaths found a momentary respite, a faint wave of relief cascaded over him. While the rent for his lodging in this dubious boarding house, a haven for a variety of illicit activities, remained relatively affordable, his focus was far from the material concerns that usually consumed others.

His meager earnings, scraped together from sporadic freelance endeavors, were reserved for a far more singular purpose: the procurement of a set of encyclopedias that delved unflinchingly into the obscure territories of dark arts and the supernatural.

For Viktor, this pursuit transcended mere curiosity; it was an all-encompassing fixation that governed his thoughts, actions, and choices.

His resources were poured into a pursuit that promised knowledge beyond the boundaries of ordinary existence, a journey into dimensions of reality that defied the conventional.

These volumes weren't mere books to him; they were portals to uncharted realms, gateways to understanding the enigmatic forces that coursed beneath the surface of the known world.

Every page held the promise of insights that could reshape his perception of reality, a tantalizing prospect that fueled his obsession and guided his decisions.

But this insatiable craving for understanding was a double-edged sword, leading him down intricate and sometimes dubious paths.

His pursuit occasionally entangled him in the snares of hoaxes, feeding his yearning for extraordinary insights even as he navigated the murky waters of deception and unproven claims.

Yet, despite the potential pitfalls, he persisted, driven by an unquenchable thirst for knowledge that danced on the fringes of the extraordinary.

Amidst the turmoil of his desolate living conditions, Viktor's unwavering determination to access the realms of the extraordinary, the mystical, and the arcane held firm.

Every hard-earned cent he scraped together became a stepping stone on his relentless journey to unearth the enigmas that consumed his thoughts, even if those pathways occasionally meandered into the realm of the absurd.

Adorned in a hastily assembled ensemble of clothing, each piece a testament to his neglect, Viktor stood as a reflection of his current state.

The remnants of his unattended appearance told a story of a life consumed by pursuits beyond the immediate necessities of survival.

With a set jaw and a glint of determination in his eyes, he knew that each coin he earned was a currency for his aspirations—a currency to unlock the mysteries that seemed to pulse just beyond his grasp.

In an effort to escape the suffocating grip of his living quarters, Viktor embarked on a covert departure.

With practiced stealth, he slipped away from the confines of his squalid abode, his footsteps propelled by a resolute intent that carried him toward the lively hubbub of the bustling campus.

"How much longer must I wait? I need to unravel the means to implore assistance from those divine entities," he muttered under his breath, a desperate prayer woven into his words as he raced forward.

His footsteps echoed with a sense of urgency, his breath coming in ragged gasps, acutely aware of his impending tardiness for class.

As Viktor dashed towards his academic obligations, his thoughts raced ahead, intertwined with his aspirations for enigmatic knowledge and mystical guidance.

"Human existence is a tapestry woven with threads of the mundane and the extraordinary," he mused inwardly, each step a testament to his relentless pursuit of the latter, even amidst the backdrop of the former.

The intricate dance of human perception, their ability to shift so swiftly based on mere observations, fascinated and confounded him on his quest for enlightenment.

In the classroom, Viktor felt the weight of eyes upon him, a mixture of curiosity and condescension.

A pair of students at the back exchanged knowing smirks, their whispers barely audible.

"Have you seen Viktor again? He's like a rollercoaster, up one day, down the next."

"Seriously, it's like he's on a mission to be the most unpredictable person ever."

Viktor caught snatches of their conversation and averted his gaze, his discomfort hidden behind a façade of indifference.

The perception of him as a transient oddity, someone who intermittently climbed the social hierarchy only to plummet again, was unsettling, to say the least.

As he navigated the sea of disinterested faces, he noticed the distance maintained around him.

Empty seats seemed to form an invisible barricade, isolating him from his peers.

The mere idea of sharing a desk with him appeared as unappealing as entertaining his eccentricity.

Even the professors, each with their unique approach, seemed to find opportunities to critique his choices.

Their voices blended into a symphony of disapproval, the harmonious notes of academia clashing discordantly against his ears.

"I'm sure Viktor could learn something from dressing more appropriately," one professor mentioned in passing during a faculty meeting.

"Absolutely, his appearance distracts from his potential," another agreed, the sentiment a subtle undercurrent in their discussions.

In Viktor's world, the classroom was a realm of isolation, where every step he took seemed laden with judgment.