A sad song

i was soon informed that my family friend we will call him jayson had committed suiside when i was told i just ran to my room and poured myself some tequila and drank and cryed away my problems.i was now officially broken and crying like a baby on my floor in my room i mumbled thru hiccups "Why him...WHY!!!" i cryed so much i had to where sunglasses because of how red my eyes where. I told my sis and she went into shock and i had an apparition i was going crazy for shour. I turned into my human form and sat at the beach wishing it was me again and again in swam for a little while whal the waves tossed and turned me throwing me like a ball and it's like i couldn't feel pain any more i almost drowned and died again but a group of people were arguing above me "we can just leave her here!" one of them said another said "watch me… fine i'll carry her." as soon as they picked me up i felt warm and happy like it was my true love's armes. He was my age I could tell...

I woke up a few hours later. I guessed I was in a base on a couch with someone warm hugging me. I felt… comforted. my parents never hugged me though they gave me sweets when something good happened.i realized I was being hugged by...… my celebrity crush as i awakened i still pretended to sleep and turn over onto my side and i was smiling hard and after i finished turning he woke up i almost flinched but stood my ground he proceeded to cover me with the blanket and carry me to another room and i felt as if i was.. Floating? Downwards and i felt a needle pierced my skin but i still held my ground but i cracked and my eyes shot open like a bullet.he got startled but he took my contacts or they fell out because he said stammering "your eyes-s!! I quickly shut them but his hands opened my eyes softly. My brown and blue eyes stared into his mysterious brown eyes. I blushed hard and looked away. But It was too late. He knew I was awake. He smirked and walked away. I just covered my face with his blanket. The scent of his cologne was still on the blanket and went back to sleep.

I woke up and got dressed with the cloths he left on the table and sat down on the couch with a guitar and started to wright about my feelings for him and gushed my heart out about how much i loved him i abruptly stopped and looked up out of curiosity and saw him standing there he was amazed on how talented i was. I placed the gatar down and ran to the bathroom. I'm guessing that he was shocked by my running ability. a kid flash caught up with me quickly and stopped me. Good think i'm a quick thinker and said i had to go BAD. he reluctantly he let me pass and nightwing (my crush) was behind me and i was running for dear life he tackled me with incredible strength he was WAY stronger then he looked and i was astounded we were close and i wiggled out and teleported away he called miss martian and teleported to me. I ran down to hell faster than gordon ramsay going to hell and back.he was impressed but caught up to me i was cornered i gave up and he looked at me surprised.i looked away and sealed my eyes and looked away then he did something unexpected. He bought his hand on my face and had me look at him. I felt...comforted. I looked flushed my face was burning i told him how me and lilith died and how the knife stabbed into out throats and how we tried to screem but blood was filling our lungs. I started to tear up just thinking about my own death. He sat next to me and hugged me. Then something clicked in his head.he asked "do you remember who kil-" before he finished his sentence i said " there dead rotting in hell i saw them there." his jaw dropped to the floor then he asked out of curiosity "what was there name?" I sighed and said "higgen". He stepped back and said " you don't mean…" "yes… we had to get revenge. We are supposed to be 33 but we are cursed to look like 17 year old. I cant tell if it's a blessing or a curse."he didn't respond and just thought about what i just said.