Day 2

I woke up, hungry as hell.

Gosh I'm stupid

WHY DID I END UP IN SUCH TERRIBLE SITUATIONS LIKE THIS???

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Why the fuck should I be here in the first place?

I'm going crazy by these noisy rats ugh!

Fuck it I'll go out to find something eligible...

BOOM

Did I hear a bomb noises right now?!

I... might not go out then...

After a few moments

I am very... very hungry.

If it's safe to eat these mouses I might have a whole meal infront of me.

Those damn illnesses, if it weren't for them I would survive much longer.

I wonder...

What Carla is doing right now? maybe she's in her shelter with her new boyfriend doing... stuff and eats a lot of food, a lot of delicious FOOD

....

This fucking whore left me for this buff "good" looking dude, I hate them both.

If she just were with me I wouldn't be ending up in a horrible situation.

Let's.... forget about them... I think I started to get heated easily I don't know why though.

What will my mother say to me in situations like these...

She'll be like "oh be like your brother he knows a lot, he can piss by himself in the bathroom " or other shit like that

And my father will agree like her dog or guinea pig or something, come to think of it my life actually miserable before now.

sigh I don't fucking know if I should be grateful or not...

I do know that I don't do anything good in my life anyway why I should go out, I'm just another human, maybe less of a human and more like a garbage.

I didn't get a a job, no good relationships, and a miserable lifestyle.

I'll get some sleep to rest from the thoughts of my life, man, I wish I know what to do...