Regrets

I just spent the rest of the day indoor because Treena didn't come back to the room that day. Although I felt so bad with the way I spoke to her, I was also happy that I had the whole room to myself. Who cares I just gave her a piece of my mind though.

It was morning, my alarm clock rang, I rolled over to the side of the bed and silenced the noise, I removed the duvet from my body and got down from the bed because I knew no one was going to save my silly ass. I went to the bathroom brushed my teeth, came back to the room, changed into my towel and I immediately went back to the bathroom. "I must wash my hair thoroughly today" I whispered to myself.

After bathing, I applied body cream to my skin, I styled my hair and made it curl down to my shoulder, I put on a nice baggy round_neck top, a pair of jean trousers and Air max sneakers. I applied lipstick to my lips, I didn't want to be too extra so I used a nude lipstick instead of red lipstick.

I stood in front of a standing mirror and admired myself, I carried my tote bag with my books already in it and I headed out of the room. Stepping out of the room, I met Treena and we both stood still and stared at eachother for so long, it felt awkward so I started walking towards the main exit. Surprisingly, she followed me, I stop and turned back to face her, "why are you following me? I asked. "I hope you are calm now, I actually came to get you, I didn't want you to be late for today's lecture too" she replied. I ignored her instead and continued walking while she followed. "Nice cloth by the way but you should dress more like a girl" she added and I didn't bother to answer her.

She followed me until I reached the cafeteria but she just won't stop running her mouth and telling me about her girlfriend, the purpled haired girl. "Like who cares? I said but in such a way only I could hear. Immediately I entered the cafeteria, I went to order what to eat. "Can I get two slice of sponge cake and a cappuccino? I said to the waiter. "Sure ma'am, what about you ma'am? The waiter asked Treena. "I want same" she replied and we both got our order after paying.

I carried my breakfast in my hand and l looked round for a table where only I could sit but luckily there was none available, I just walked over to a table with two empty chair and I took one of the chair, place my breakfast on the table and I sat down, Treena sat across me. I was busy munching on my cake and I didn't mind she was around, she suddenly stared at me and smiled, I didn't know what was funny and I don't want to know, I just took a sip from my coffee instead and continued eating.

"I broke up with Lisa already" Treena said and I choked on my cake immediately, I had to use the coffee to calm myself. "Easy girl" she said and I ignored her again, "well, I just wanted to tell you this" she added. "I know you probably don't want to associate yourself with me but I just want to show you how sorry I am" she said. "Well, thank God you know I don't want to associate myself with a lesbian so get the fuck away from me" I shouted rather than reply calmly. Treena stood up immediately and walked away from the cafeteria, she looked so hurt, she didn't even touch her food. I felt so bad after what I said, like really bad, I should have known she wasn't so proud of being a lesbian and yet I hurt her, I wanted to stand up immediately, run after her and beg her but I plan to do that later. "You are such a bitch!! I said to myself and ran my hand through my hair in frustration. "Arrrgh" I exclaimed and I rested my head on the table. "Can I just join you, kiddo? Someone said and raised my head and my eyes met with cyan eyes, it was Clark, I already lost my appetite with what I did to Treena but this guy here made it worse, he carried the chair, placed with beside me, set down his breakfast on the table and he sat down without my response. I stood up, pulled my chair away from me, carried my bag and I walked out of the cafeteria without turning back.