Falling to Darkness

The sound of raindrops still lurking in my head. I looked up at the fallen leaves. I'm pensive. be speechless.

I realized who the boy I used to see in those dreams. Little by little, I guess.

I'm getting up from my seat. On the edge of the rain, I looked at the drops of rain, there was a strange feeling in my heart. Is that how I feel? It's empty.

The rain started hitting my face with the wind. I let it wet my face. I don't know what I'm feeling.

That's not angry.

It's not sad.

That's not happy.

I'm just about to step my foot up. Walking in the rain. With a blank, unidirectional look.

Suddenly the pain in my head started to come back up.

"Akkhhhhhhh, not anymore"

I fell in that puddle of rain. I moaned pain endlessly. I feel like my head is breaking. And blood started coming out of my nose.

And I remember...

"hiks…..…hik""

"Who's that crying?"

"hikes… "hik"

"Who is that?"

The mirror's brightness began to drift in front of me, one after the other. Then it's the reflection of the mirror, my face.

A glimpse of me smiling from my mouth …

And from the broken glass, I cried….

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It's all dark.

I'm back on the loose. Like my dream before.

"I'm ready"

I thought whenever I was ready to meet that horrible boy back. But this time I'll definitely do something.

But he never showed up.

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I waited a long time until I regained consciousness.

When I opened my eyes, I was surprised to be stuck. My pupils grew up looking at what was in front of me.

The aura around me feels really hot. And in front of me, everything that had previously rained.

Now…. It's all on fire.

Everything was destroyed and charred.

All the animals that were around me were burned.

They're screaming.

Their screams are ringing in my head.

With the thick red flame it kept burning. I'm trying to close my ears.

"Is this hell?"

"What is this?"

"Why is everything burning?"

"didn't it just rain?"

[ deer screaming ]

I quickly looked at the source of the sound, saw a mother deer in burning pain.

I quickly ran to him. By trying to help him by putting out a fire. When I was in front of him, it looked like he was actually protecting his son.

In front of his son, the mother deer burned to death. The deer's crying that thoughtlessly swept over his mother's still burning body.

"Watch your heart!"

I quickly tried to pull, the deer boy. But he wanted to bite my hand, with that sharp face.

"Is he mad at me?"

The deer is mad at me, but why?

But I kept trying to keep him out of the fire, but he stayed beside his mother's body. Until it burns until it doesn't remain.

I can only be pensive without a word. I'm still staring at that deep red fire. That fire looks strange, because it's not just a fire.

With a solid red color and a flame like a glass splash in the fireplace. I'm crying. And that fire without me knowing it's in my right hand.

Smoldering without hurting me. Because it's all my doing.

I unknowingly killed them.