Black Silhouette
I arrived at home ten minutes later and sneezing because of the cold and so I went upstairs immediately to take a shower. It was very refreshing to feel how the hot water running for all my body and when I finished I put on my pajamas because I hadn't any plan to go anywhere besides to my bed, after eating I just will dedicate the rest of the day to do my homework.
It was seven o'clock, I was already finished my homework and, even if the t.v was on, I wasn't paying too much attention. It was the first weekend that I didn't pass with my best friend, she was acting very weird after our last oversleep and I didn't have an idea of why; I really can't remember so much about that night because of the alcohol but I'm really scared about maybe I did or say something badass. I was sunk in my thoughts until I heard little taps in my window and when I get close a little, I realized that somebody was fleshing little rocks to the glass but I couldn't see anybody outside because of the dark of the night. I started to get scared a little when the lightning caused by the storm did make failed the electricity and so the light started to off by a few seconds from every few minutes without the tap on my window cease; my parents weren't at home and either my sister. It was the fourth time that the light went and so my breathing started to get faster and everything got worse when I saw a man silhouette in the gloom located in the corner of my room more furthest from me.
— Who's there?! — I said very aloud but I didn't get an answer. Instead, that guy started to close to me which made me even crazier and making me start to screaming for help.
— Lizzy, calm down, it's me. — said Edward suddenly getting into my room from the door, the moment when the light back and the black silhouette just disappeared. Edward was sopping and disheveled, even was water draining from his body and wetting my room carpet; I don't think my mom would be very happy with that.
— Edward?!, What are you doing here?!, How did you get in?
— From the front door, it was open actually. You should be more careful or else whoever crazy guy could get in without any notice.
— Lesson learned. — I said with sarcasm.
— I'm sorry to come like this but I think it's time to talk. The thing between us hasn't been very good and it hurts me that we are so distant. Forgive me for running away as I did earlier but I really felt an impulsive need to do it. — he said concerned.
— Well, you were the one who asked me to get away so I thought you were better without me.
— Don't you get it, Lizzy? Yeah, maybe I'm fine without you but I don't want to, I still love you and I'm glad to see you happy but it also hurts me the fact that you have been moving on so fast and easy without me.
— Do you think this is easy for me? Looks are deceiving and I know that everybody thinks I'm perfect but the truth it's another, I got used to you so much that now I miss you all the time even if I don't cry about it anymore. I mean, Do you think it's easy to spend the nights alone after have been with you so much time? Well, I have news for you, it isn't easy even if I want to, but I have to pretend that it is so this don't be even more complicated for both of us.
— And do you think you're the one who has done things for us after our breakup? I'll tell you what, I think I haven't realized about what it is being really alone until I started to thought about the much we trusted on each other, our complicity and our secret night meetings like this one. I know right now you are incapable to trust me but I don't understand why but I don't want to lose you forever. — while he talks he closing to me slowly and when he was in front of me he gently holds my hands — You are very important to me that I've been defending you from all the people who put you on the villain role by putting myself in that role to their eyes provided that they don't mess with you. So, I realized that I don't care if you don't want me anymore or if you don't trust me, I wanna be by your side at least as your friend and I'll do whatever you ask for. Then, What you say to me, Lizzy?, Can I be in your life again? — he said with a gentle smile while he friendly extending one of his hands to me. Followed immediately, I rejected his handshake just to hug him with all my strength while we both were crying.
— I love you fool, of course, I want you back in my life and I don't need anything by exchange, I'll simply let you in and I really ask you an apology for the impulsive and immature way I behave before. It was a complete mistake to gave up on you, I'm an idiot and I regret that, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.
— I accept your apologies sweetheart, I love you too. — just when he said the last four words, the lights went again and so I held on to him as a little girl scared about the light storm, the moment which he took advantage of by stealing a kiss from me, a kiss which I passionately corresponded.
— No matter what, I never wanna leave your arms again.