Chapter 34 she's gone
He was stuck on his bed as he recalled the incident that happened. Her face never left his eyes. He was troubled by the way she left and he was angered. He hated making her feel that way but he was just being honest about how he felt. He hated that she didn't even understand what he meant.
I fucking want you damnit!
He paced around the room thinking of what he said to her, he knows what he feels for her and she knows what he does to her. The effect was massive.
He gulped the water and swallowed it, trying to cool the pain he felt inside. His teeth pierced his lips as he bit really hard. In his entire life, he had never been desperate but zhavia McKay drives him insane. She intrigues him and drives him mad. He wondered if she would ever want to see him again. She looked really pissed and ready to explode.
He was still feeling kinda shitty when the buzz on his phone became even more annoying than before.
"Hey boss, ". The voice was recognizable from the first word he had just spoken. The deep voice he possesses added to his intimidating aura and gives him the perfect combination of mercilessness.
"Where are you?" His voice was powerful and fearful. Even Tiger that wasn't there felt the anger in the voice. He knew that Nicholas had lost it. He sounded like he hadn't had enough sleep and it killed him.
Why the hell does this woman get to him this way?
"I am in London, but we spotted miss McKay leaving today". Nicholas's heart jumped for joy that he had found her. But his heart also welled in pain because a part of him tells him that she is leaving because of him.
Fuck
For how long will he keep chasing after her and losing her? He knows she feels the same about him. He also knows that their pride will always come before anything else. But he's fucking crazy about her.
"Keep an eye on her". The uneasiness in his voice was not because of the exercise, it was the feeling he gets each time she decides to disappear. Even if he knows that it will be impossible to actually stalk zhavia McKay, stalking her will be like starting a journey and being stuck in the middle of nowhere. That is the zhavia McKay's experience Nicholas was so uneasy about.
"We couldn't keep up, we lost her". The frustration in Tiger's voice made Nicholas realize that Klaus must've given him a very difficult time.
"What do you mean you couldn't keep up?" The dark man was getting more furious than he already was.
"She's gone sir, her profile security and privacy are ranked very high, we can't get through her system to know where she intends on going next.
"Keep looking Tiger, and fucking keep me posted". His tone was deep, firm, and commanding. He can't lose her again. He won't allow that. If she eventually leaves the country, it will be disastrous because he would not see her again.
Fuck! I screwed up
Where are you zhavia?