A million screams

Why are these voices screaming my name in such a high tone? Asked Rosé as she steeped forward, it's not like she was afraid it's more that she was confused as to why the screams accentuated in such a familiar voice.

"Rosé!"

Calista ran up to her and hugged her tight.

What are you doing here shouldn't you be on the other side? Searching for that woman, wasn't that the plan?

"I kind of got scared,can we go the same way?"

Sure,there is no reason you can't. Besides,I was feeling lonely,I said as I make an irritated expression. It was more of a confused and a full of questions expression as to why a girl that went that far would be scared now. What exactly was she scared of? She wasn't scared to even stay in her house when they were strangers, why would she be now? This mission really requires the capability to handle things,if she isn't ready to handle them, I'm afraid I'll have to not show that I have the ability to handle them,we were supposed to be enemies,but since we got this far,I don't believe we can be enemies,even if I wish we were.

I decided to ask after bitting my lip,as I slowly start to tremble nervously.

Since when are you scared of such thing?

"Well,when I was little I used to get scared of clowns, whenever my birthday came,my mom used to get clowns so that we can assimilate to enemies,their garments were made out of the same material and they often masked their faces, we couldn't see their true self..."

Clowns? That sounds fun! I loved clowns.

"How could you commit such betrayal?!" Says as she laughs,her expression showing the fact that she actually finds this funny.

I laugh as the joy filled the direction,her eyes were looking at me with trust and need,a need that couldn't be simply covered,I don't know in what domain she needed it,but it seems

Mentally.

I think so because being an outsider with so much responsability on your shoulders from such an age... Having to act more mature than your transmigration character is,must be irritating.

For me as a villain,it isn't much stressing,I managed quicker than she did,she probably still can't believe. Getting scared makes more sense than acting like a goddess every time you encounter something seems impossible.

I put my hand over her shoulder,it was more like an advertisement,be happy or I'll kill you. It sounded that way at least in my head.

In my head many things sound bad or unbelievable but this thing really makes me think more about other matters... Will she be okay? Like can an fellow outsider like me do something? As outsider to outsider, I'm anyways of a higher power, I'm taller and I have a more respectable position but I can still care for her even after we go back?

That's what I hope at least...

"What are you thinking about,you look dead."

"I'm not dead!"

"But the real question is... Would you like to be dead?"

"What kind of answer should I say. Yes or no?"

"I don't know,the one you find more convenable. Yes or no?"

Yes or no? yes or no? yes no?,yes or no? yes or no? yes or no? yes or no? yes or no? yes or no? yes or no? yes or no..?

"If I say yes,what will you say? What will you even do about it? If you wish to kill me,you can,I don't have what to live for anyways."

"You poor thing... Stop crying."

"Am I really crying?"

I say as the taste of tears encounters my mouth,I might have overthink again,but this time I suppose,it was for a good thing.

"Yes you are,you better not cry more,I don't have a tissue with me! I thought you were stronger than this! Where's the girl I knew about?"

She's still here she's just tired, mentally and physically.

"She's still here, next to you! You can pinch me to make sure,just not hard."

"No,i don't wanna!"

States as she sits on the ground,she didn't seem to be cold or something it felt right.

"Are you hot or something?"

"I don't know, Am I?" With a smirk she managed to make me blush a little,a slight shade of pink encountered my cheeks.

"You're blushing! The fire dangerous user is blushing!"

"Who said I'm dangerous?"

"I did!"

"Why's that? I'm more dangerous than you or something? Are you slightly insecure about your abilities? Or are you afraid you won't be able to do more than me,or that if you will be...you would scare me?"

"That's right. You always get my intentions right,I wonder how you do that."

"Wait a second,why are we acting all friendly? Shouldn't we like fight each other? Are you seriously thinking I'll care that you are crying,all your current suffer doesn't compare to mine,you understand? Have you ever seen your own sibling murdered right in front of you, while she tried to save you? Have you ever questioned yourself about everything you do?

Have you ever questioned yourself about something you shouldn't?

Did you ever hate yourself..?

"Yeah,I did,I didn't mean to get emotional, I'm sorry for having too much emotions! You are the only one that has this right! Nobody else has it! Only you,you are a king and all of us are rats! I suffer too!"

"Surely you do,but not that much as I do! I suffered the most..."

"The most... You know what we shouldn't talk until the two get home, if we argue they're gonna scold us. Just let's get back to...sleep." Arlo stated with a cracking voice,he almost cried again but this time he didn't have time to shed tears,he didn't have for who.

Was I too harsh? After all I'm the only one who truly suffered all of the three are only rats that I will make an use of, sooner or later. Or at least that's what I think I'll do. After all my only goal is to get that good for nothing girl killed. I want revenge,not tears.

Who does he think he is,to claim he suffered the most?! I don't know what he really got through I know only the incident I heard about,it seems pretty serious but not as much as he can claim that, I'm sure the princess has more trauma, even though at the same time I can say I do. About Rosé I don't really know,she didn't really talk about her past with us,why would she anyway,we aren't her family we are just her friends. I couldn't care less.

I think as I hug a pillow,I see a hand lending me the second one.

"What is the meaning of this sudden change. Felt guilty?"

"Kinda."

"Thank you for the pillow."