8) ACCEPTANCE

Ok I am starting to hate this very much, why you ask. Well because I can't sleep, no matter how much I try to turnoff my senses and take a nap it just won't work. So living up on that idea, I decided to train my sensing skills a little by trying to sense the vibrations of the things around me with as much detail as I can. Don't blame me for what I am doing, I already gave up on the situation I am in. but that did not mean I am completely giving up, no infarct it is the exact opposite. By using by sensing abilities constantly, I can develop them and maybe when it is developed strong enough I will be able to use it and figure out the kind of situation I am in by observing the environment in more details.

So with that in mind my training stats now. First let's try to recall what my mom said about training the sensing abilities.

(Flash back)

In a room light up by bright light a woman and a little girl are sitting on a couch looking outside the window at the bright night sky. It was a very pleasant seen that was full of beauty and joy. As mother and daughter sat side by side observing the night sky and the many creatures that inhabited it, some big and some small. This sight was a very pleasant one for Thrivax, but she also felt a little envy for all this creatures, because they all hard one thing the she could never have. The freedom to go where ever they wanted and the strength to protect that freedom. She was not unhappy with her life, infarct she was very happy with the love shown to her by her parents, but she just wanted to see more of their world, explore, fight strong monsters, and one day come back to see proud look her parents looked at her with,...

But she knew that was all but a very distant dream that may never come true.