the horror

We look at each other and see that we should stay slow. I tell " I love you and maybe we should take it slow"he says "okay".he kisses me and I rud up against his dick as i kiss him. he says "all you do is have to ask" I look at him and stare and I still rubing up against him. he trowes me on the bed and gets a blind fold and tiys me up. he whips me and sits on top of me. he licks my Brest and rubs some oil of me as hi stands me up and it drips. he sits me on my knees still blind fold I could tell he was about to grab something. I hurry and grab his leg I unbutten his jeans and unzip the pull it brown a little and slip my mouth around his dick. he pushes me on the bed he takes a condom and before he get inside of me he uses a viberater and I squirm. then he slips inside or me as I moan and feel like I can relese to him so I do and he knows what I'm thinking he says "no don't release to me I can't heart you again please". he gets of and untiys me and walks out and I unblind fold myself. I see were he went and what's wrong. He says "I can't not today" I go and rub his back and he turns and slaps me he throws me on the ground and kicks me. I run and go to my room and stay under the covers. he comes in and says "I'm sorry please forgive me, I love you" then walks out and seems sad as I cry.