Chapter 30
Hayden
"when c..can I leave? "
"we've already been through this before, and I won't say it again, you aren't leaving! " I grounded out more harshly than I intended to.
She flinched a little, I noticed she does that a lot lately , even at the slightest of my touch.
Her lower lips trembled as she blinked back tears
I stared at her for a while , she looked so small, fragile and innocent for all the shit that's happened to her . Shits that were caused by me
She was right, I really was a monster, I couldn't deny that.....no I loved it when people gets scared of me, because only then would they obey, but it had snapped a nerve hearing it coming directly from her mouth last night.
I found that I didn't want her to think of me that way, it had....
It had hurt a forbidden place in me, that I didn't knew still existed..
It had made me felt so vulnerable and weak..