55 All I Need Is The Air That I Breathe

…Isabella POV…

This morning when I woke up, you had already left for training with the boys. I so wished that you just had stayed one little while longer so that we could figure this thing out that is hanging in the air between us.

How is it that there is always something throw in our way of happiness?

Yes, being a Marine brings you joy, but can you not see that just wanting to be your wife is something that I also crave. I love being the wife of a Marine, but between you and me…I love being just a normal wife the most.

And what I would want the most is being for us to be normal parents. I would love for my child to have a dad, not the dad that is the Marine.

I know that if I say this, then I am being selfish and what I am about even to ask, yet, even more, say is perhaps being worse than plain damn nasty.