#Chapter25
It was a month after it all and I still had yet to speak to Harry. I knew i hurt him again and I felt just as terrible as I did the first time. But I couldn't help it, every time we began to get close again something had to pull us apart again. I was happy the same thing didn't happen to Liam and I. We were still good friends and I've been going to his games as promised. We all have actually, Louis, Niall, Zayn, Nina and El never miss a game. Zayn and Nina have began to date as well and I'm happy for them. It's just nice we all get to cheer Liam on from the sidelines but Harry's never there.
Louis said Harry's gone back to his old ways and I knew it was all my fault again. He was trying so hard and I just shot him down. But I did care about him, more than I should and still do. I plan on going to his next match with Louis, maybe sort things out. I just want him around again. I never realized how lonely it was without him.