chapter 19 Edward's pov

"hell no I'm not getting in the car ,"she confessed stubbornly

" Tariah I'm warning you for the last time get in"i said getting fed up with her childish acts.

"what if I Dont " she said trying to run around the car

It's really late, we really need to get going , the weather is not even helping it feels like it's going to rain any minute and Scarlet must be waiting for me she's the one that drag me here in the first place or else I could be asleep now, and I Dont have to keep looking at her cute face over and over again

oouh my God, ..., she exclaimed when it started pouring down

what.?....., .are you okay ?"I asked worried and afraid that something might have happened to her or maybe she's terrified of the rain, or she's afraid of the dark when it rains

thats ridiculous, what kind of feeling is this , why am I acting like I actually care about what happen to her ,I know I Dont care about her.

I hastily ran to the other side of the car where she was, and just to find her jumping ,smiling and caressing the rain , if that even exit. she's soaking wet , and....and she just made a terrible mistake not wearing any bra and her nipples are just showing ,I really don't want to look at her but her body is like magnet that keeps pulling my eyes everytime I try to look away.

hold up..damn..

she's not even scared of the lightning and shes no longer jumping but rather willingly put her hand in her face leaning her back at the car. I can hear her whipping but maybe I'm just mistaken , maybe she's humming to a song that she has to sound like that ,I Dont even know what I'm saying but the point is that she looks like someone who is crying.

so what if she's crying ,I Dont care if she does

...

nevertheless,

that's actually nice because now she can get in the car nicely without putting on some drama,so we go home , and then I can finally take my beauty sleep.

ok guys something is not right ok, why do I feel like I'm scared of getting attached to her , and at the same time I Dont want to be attached to her,I Dont know if I'm making any sense but it is what it is.

anyway I moved closer to her only few inches that were keeping us apart."what now"i asked trying to act as if I'm not affected at all.

...silence....

"Tariah " I called her name enjoying the smoothness of her name in my mouth when I called her name.

...silence....she was still looking down avoiding eye contact.

I cupped her chick with my right hand , while the other one , lifted up her chin, when our eyes met a lot of emotions and feeling erupted through my body and I can't really describe it in words.

We kept starring at each other eyes without looking away ,it's like we were trying to explain something to each other but we can't do it in words.

like we were in another world , like we are meeting for the first time , at a different place in a more romantic and intimate manner.

it's like those scenes in romantic movies , those scenes of love at first sight but here it's real life and I'm scared of this new feeling I get when I'm around her, coz I know I feel myself when I'm around her.

...enough with the fantasy world back to the real world.....

she opened her mouth to say something but the words couldn't come out , tears continue dropping down her chicks , the mere sight if this brought a sharp pain in my heart and my heart felt heavy.

next thing I knew I was engulfed in a tight hug , en please Dont ask me who gave in first because even I Dont know , it happened so fast.

she started whipping and wispering some words that I Dont even know of but what caught if guard was when she said,"how can she do this to me "she cried out.

"who did what?" I asked not realising the tone of my voice , so when I actually spoke out she flinched a little from the sound of my voice.

....i seriously, didn't mean to sound scary or mean or rude or whatever but she's holding me way too tight and I Dont know if she's scared of me or something else.

she ignored my question than continue.....

"out of all people how can she betray me like that ,I loved and treated her like a sister she was the only family I had , heck I even considered her as one.she knew she the only one I have, when my parents died she was there even though we where young , she was always , when my adoptive parents throw me out , she was there to comfort me in every possible way."

"why now ?"she continued crying out loud ,all I could do was watch my heart break into tiny little portions.

but what could I do , now is not the time anyway , all I could do is listen to her.

we really need to go home , or we are both going to catch a cold hereafter, so I opened the door for the passenger seat , she didn't budge but rather willingly sit ,I put the seat belt on then move to the driver seat. I Dont know if I should start driving or she wants to continue crying in quandaries.

I dont really wanna make eye contact with her and it's kinda hard because the situation is really sheepish.

"should I "I asked pointing to the steering wheel

she nodded without saying a word

I took a deep breath that I didn't know I was holding for long , then I decided to hit the road ,I didn't know how long we spent there but it's almost midnight and I know my sister must be worried ,my phones battery is dead so she has no other way but to wait for me till i get home.

well for Tariah she's facing the window , she in no mood to cook up a conversation and it's not like I want to coz all she do is argue with me en I Dont want that to happen so I won't start any conversation either.

we finally made it to the house,it looks like someone is sleeping ,so I carried her bridal style , put her into one of the guest room next to my room ,I tugged her into bed switch of the lights ,I sat near her bed looking at her beautiful face with the help of lights reflecting from the ramp across the table near the bed.

I stand up to go but she held my hand and whispered" please Dont go "she cried out.

" Tariah "I whispered her name afraid of waking up my sister.

" please"she said in her vulnerable voice.

I moved back to the bed and made myself comfortable in her bed ,I put some pillow boundaries , then I drafted off to sleep coz I Dont think I can trust myself around her anymore.

.....next day...

she was all snuggled into me, it seems like some one is a cuddle baby, even I Dont know if I could cuddle this much , her face was facing me and her Drolls were suppose to be disgusting but it was sexy and cute, God what is happening to me,

the door opened and then Scarlet worked in,

"Holly fuck is this what I think it is?"she said swearing for the first time.

" shit"i said caught off guard