FROZEN SENSATION

I wish I could put a pause on this feeling. The fact that it was buried in my inbox makes me weak in the knees. My motivation comes from my unending affection for you. When you're by my side, I know that bad things simply cannot occur. Everything I feel for you is on the table. You were able to capture my heart in the end. We finally got together when the time was right. But just now, my love is at its highest point. I give gratitude to God, for He is the source of my happiness. He is our very own personal God. He trusted me enough to give you to me, and I trust him enough to give you to you. There will be instances when we disagree. However, as time goes on and we gain more knowledge, we will eventually be able to see. If our hearts remain joined, there is no way that we can ever be apart.

Until we meet again, know that I adore you.

Christian and I talk about what transpired in my office.

The question, "You did what?" Christian, indignant, asks me.

I felt compelled to finally meet him. That's why I had to answer.

I want to strike a deal with you, Damien. I'll play the role of your sham spouse. Begin a relationship, will we?

So I had to ask, "What exactly do you mean by that statement?" I am genuinely perplexed, so I ask him. Is he trying to tell me he has a crush on me in this way, or am I just imagining things?

"Damien, all this marriage and business stuff is why you're running into weirdos. Since we are already close, others will have an easier time believing our phoney contract. I mean, what do you think? Please give serious consideration to my offer before rejecting it. I have drafted a contract for your review. If I sign this deal, the shareholders will have more faith in me, and the crazy girls will stop chasing me. Just give it some thought. By 10 o'clock I will have returned. Christian utters as he exits the building. Should I give in and hear what he has to say?

I need to chill out with a letter in hand.

Oh, Kems.

Even though I've tried to be modest and put myself last, I've never settled for anything less than true love. Because I thought my game was subpar, I often settled for playing with those in my league. Even if she is fine, it makes no difference. I assume it's just a woman. But this is a discussion about love, after all. A power greater than any uncertainty. I could see myself marrying this girl someday.

She can be a mirror for my entire existence.

When I found the one I was looking for, I knew it was her or no one. It wouldn't hurt to give it a try. To shake things up a bit, I'm going to act like the man I'm not. I went with her since she was top-notch. All that followed was my falling in love with her. Trying to convince myself that I'm not a complete mess, and that elegance is all I need to feel complete.

I agree that being alone may be a beautiful experience, yet it's in those moments of golden silence when I find myself thinking about you. You are the candle that burns brightly in the darkness of my home, and the fragrant flowers that fill my heart. You are the reason I feel butterflies all day long; I can't wait to snuggle up to you when the day is over. You are the stars that shine brightly and light up the sky. In this peaceful Golden hour, it is you that I adore. You are the thunder and lightning that strikes into my being whenever it pleases, completing me and exciting my spirit. You are my ideal world, complete with vast oceans and only the most fundamental problems to solve. In this scenario, I love you more than any amount of gold or silver could ever express.

Sincerely yours, Dominique.

Greetings, Kemi Damien R.

My soul is so beautiful, but it's been broken. These were read to me just as if they had been uttered aloud. She didn't want you since she was married to the man, but you'll always love her. She used you up till you were nothing more than a shell of a man. I held you close and gave you my all. I try to offer you the world, but it's never enough. Your imagined biographies of her life are difficult to decipher. I hate a girl I've never met. She used you and discarded you in a heap of rubble. She merely saw you as a way out and a one-night stand. The day she left you, you felt the pain of her rejection. The question is why bother spending so much effort trying to reverse events. Because of the actions of another lady, I am the one who must bear the consequences.

Having placed third has made me hate myself.

I should have given you some space and gone looking for the others. However, I felt sad for you because I perceived a wounded soul in need of rescue. However, my emotions are meaningless because you don't give a damn about them. I need to be sought after and cherished. Instead, I'm sad and tired and bored. I'd like to give my younger self some words of wisdom. Getting put on the shelf is the best option. You should never settle for less than what you truly desire. You shouldn't ever be an afterthought, but rather a primary consideration.

I will end here.How? Is the issue The Time When? The obvious query is "why." Will this work as intended? Why don't you get it? Can you not see the picture I am showing you? It is indeed lovely to gaze upon, what with its depth, its beauty, and its ever-present elegance. Why don't you get it? Remember that your imagination is the only limit. Your self-imposed blind spots prevent you from seeing clearly. This sheds light on things for me. Only I can achieve the vision I have. You are not permitted to view this image. I drew this by myself. Do not trouble your pretty little head any longer. These aren't meant for you, but for me to think about. You shouldn't be looking at these mysterious scenes. As a result of your blindness, I am the only one who can see this. It's the largest canvas I've ever worked on.

I adore you,

Dean

Perhaps I ought to accept your offer.

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