Big Daddy Leaves

(Jiwon's POV)

It's been a year since I've been going out with Alicia. Our relationship has been pretty strong throughout the year. Alicia did switch sections in the Marching Band due to her friends edging her on and even Mr. Parsons. I think I helped her make the final decision which I'm kinda ashamed of. I know she loved to march while playing the flute but now she was on the sidelines playing the keyboard. This was bad news to me because I had completely forgotten that Antonio was in that section and now he had her all to himself. I do not get jealous at all, it's just that I don't like my Arisha talking to other guys.

Today was the last day that I was going to be in the states. I'm going to Korea for like the whole summer. I won't see her for two months so I mise well see her on my last day here.

I was at her house now about to tell her I was coming back in August. I was in her room sitting next to her about to break the news that it was going to be two months instead of one.

"Arisha" I said quietly staring into her eyes.

"Yes Jiwon, I've been waiting for you to say something for like five minutes " Alicia said seeming a little irritated. Oh no she's already mad.

" I'm not going to see you again until August" I said sadly.

"What? I thought you were coming back in July" Alicia asked with shock in her eyes.

"My mom extended the trip... I'm sorry " I said looking away from her. I crushed my lips into her lips, pulling her tighter to my chest. My heart was beating fast and hard as my life fell into place. I knew even though I was going to be gone for a long time I would always love her. Alicia pulled away from me with tears in her eyes. She wrapped her arms around me in a hug.

"I'm going to miss you" Alicia said. I could feel her tears falling on my shoulder. I then felt tears falling from my eyes.

"I think I'll make it back for your birthday " I said trying to cheer her up. Alicia then started to kiss my neck making my whole body tingle in excitement.

" Please make it back in time Big Daddy " Alicia begged me. I moaned in response as she hit a certain part on my neck.

" You like that don't you" Alicia asked me seductively. I felt my downstairs area tighten in response, if you know what I mean.

"My Arisha" I managed to say. We've been together for so long but she still knew how to turn me on. She then started to lick in that special place making me moan. I did not want to cum from her measly kisses, after all... I am her big daddy. I strive to please her and not so much for her to please me.

I pushed her to her bed and jumped on top of her.

"You wanna be naughty today haha" I teased her. We never did talk dirty which made me feel like a disgrace to the saxophones when there was that song called 'Talk Dirty To Me' and that heavenly saxophone solo.

Alicia just blushed in response. I reached down and groped her boobs, but I needed to remove her clothes. I was lifting her shirt off but her hand reached up and grabbed mine, stopping me.

"We can't... I love you but-" Alicia started but busted out crying. Oh my! I just made my girlfriend cry for the first time.

"Alicia don't cry. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I started, laying beside her, wrapping my arms around her.

"I'm going to be so bored and... And I.. " Alicia tried to explain but only succeeded in sobbing like a cute little baby.

" Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I know you're going to miss me and I'm going to miss you and just be strong and" I started.

"Are you going to get on the Skype call? " Alicia asked me getting out of my grip.

" Uh.. Sure" I lied. I barely come on Skype so I probably won't come on while I'm on vacation.

"You better not be trying to be slick" Alicia joked.

"I'll be on, don't worry" I said.

"I love you" Alicia said hugging me, squeezing the air out of my lungs.

"I know" I said seductively.

"Big Daddy.... Don't look at any Asian girls" Alicia said laughing.

"Well guess you're out of luck because Asians turn me on" I said quoting Alicia from what she said a couple of months ago. "Oh be quiet Jiwon" Alicia said causing me to laugh. I pulled her off of me and kissed her forehead. Alicia then pushed me down on her bed and I accidentally pulled her down on top of me.

"My big sexy daddy, how dare you make me so wet" Alicia said seductively turning me on even more. She's been open about a lot of stuff since we had sex all those months ago. We haven't had sex since, just the occasional favors, if you know what I mean. I guess I'll have to wait until I get back to get inside of her sexy body again.

"How dare you make my erection get soooo hard" I said making a tiny growl of arousal.

Alicia smiled down at me and got off from on top of me. She layed beside me, resting her head on my chest while I wrapped my arms around her.

"I'm going to miss band camp but can you promise me something " I asked her.

" Sure" Alicia responded unsure. She always seemed afraid when I asked her something... Weird.

"Don't talk to Antonio" I said closing my eyes in embarrassment that I still didn't trust my Arisha.

"Are you serious? " Alicia asked me trying to hold back a laugh. She's been talking to him a lot more lately and it was getting on my nerves. I didn't want her to accidentally kiss him or something and her breaking up with me as soon as I came back.

" Ever since that party I've been more than nice listening to your petty explanations " I said getting a little madder than necessary.

" Excuse me" Alicia said sitting up.

"I said ever since - " I started, being cut off.

" I heard you... I was just talking to him the whole time because you were hanging out with MacKenzie" Alicia said for the thousandth time.

"You could have hung with us too" I added.

"I didn't want to be running around chasing after you when I could just stay and talk to my FRIEND" Alicia said angrily.

"Yeah whatever... friend, you have more friends then him " I said.

" It's not my fault they didn't get invited " Alicia said standing up. I sat up on the bed looking down in shame. I didn't come here to fight...

" Look I-" I started but was cut off again.

"You even had the nerve to come up to me and say 'You and him huh? Mise well date!' Alicia said quoting me. Did she really have to bring that up?!

"I didn't mean-" I started but was cut off.

"And you started freaking out asking who I like when I obviously like YOU" Alicia finished.

"I'm sorry" I said apologizing.

"Antonio is my only friend in the whole entire pit section... I'm not going to not talk to anyone. Haha and besides I'm only going for a day and then I'll leave to California and then the whole band will be there when I get back! " Alicia added. Oh yeah... I forgot that she was going to California for a whole week and was going to miss the percussion and guard camp.

"I'M JUST WORRIED" I yelled. Alicia looked at me startled finally, ready to listen.

"I just don't want to come home to hear that you have another boyfriend " I said shyly.

" I would never. Can't you trust me by now?" Alicia asked me. Why couldn't I? She hadn't done anything wrong. I just had trust issues, but I can never tell anyone about it..

"Jiwon... You don't have to worry about anything, okay? I love you and that's all that should matter baby" Alicia said, making my heart skip a beat as she called me 'baby'. When she called me 'Big Daddy' it turned me on. But when she called me 'baby', it always calmed me down and made me feel safe.

"Okay" I said.

"I'm cold" Alicia said wrapping her arms around herself in warmth. This was my signal to hug her from behind, which I did making us both smile.

"I love you too" I whispered in her ear.

I really did love her but I didn't want to leave her. I loved her so much and I didn't want to loose her. She was my little girl... the light of my life. Please let it be that way when I get back!