Rachel is just lost in her thoughts as she has no idea what she I going to happen in a few days or in the future... She doesn't know what to do right now...
She just is as cluessless as everyone. She doesn't want to hurt her sister and neither Dean. But she needs to make a future. She doesn't know how...
She wants someone to be with her to make her get out of this town. But she doesn't know how... Who will help her? Who will make her get out of this town? How will she survive? There is no way for her to get out of this town... Alone... She can't... She doesn't know how... How can she hurt her sister?
Her sister is the one that gave her every single thing in her life since they lost both their parents. Athena had sacrificed her life because of her... Is it good to hurt her sister like this?