I Will Make You Feel The Bitterness In My Heart!

Charlotte's POV

I watched as Jasper flared up and began to shout at the already wounded Joe ,that suits him right. I didn't feel any atom of culpability towards him. But then it's a good thing that Jasper came here. If not, I might be apologizing for losing it wholly and butchering the commander.

But no offense, these trainees, including JK, are stupid, how can they stand and watch a new member beat their commander to a pulp? They are indeed foolish.

"Charlotte, I'm sorry." His words brought me out from my train of thoughts and I glared at him fiercely.

"You may leave, head straight to the pack clinic for medication." Jasper said to him as he limped off naked, perhaps he might put on something on his way, not that it matters.

"You!" He pointed at me with narrowed eyes, "The iron lady." He said with a clenched jaw, and I rolled my eyes at him.

"Shift!" He ordered, and I began to walk towards the forest.

"Charlotte, I said shift!" He barked like a mad dog.

"I won't, you've done a good deed by separating the fight. You can head back to your office." I mind linked to him as I kept walking into the forest.

"Charlotte, don't ignite my anger, I. Said. Shift!'' He said, emphasizing each word, but I didn't even stop in my tracks. I kept walking into the forest, and he stood there like the fool he actually is.

I felt when he began to run towards me, dangling his huge little brother in the process, and I felt like laughing at my naughty thoughts. Furthermore, I turned towards him ready to bounce on him, but before I could, he pinned me down on the ground and held my two limbs with his hand as I scratched on it and blood oozed out of his palm.

He placed his other hand on my mouth and held it tightly until I began to run out of breath. I instantly began to shift into my human form. " Why is it so hard for you to obey a simple instruction?" He asked while staring into my eyes.

I felt him loosen up his grip on me and I punched him on his stomach with all my might, and he released his hold on me and I stood up.

"I made it clear to you that I will never obey your instructions. Aren't you ashamed of yourself for always using violence? Why not keep trying your stupid Alpha's authority on me." I spouted out and then walked to where I left my clothes and picked them up.

"What did Joe do to you that caused you to beat him up in such a way? What if he died in your hands?" He asked as he walked towards me.

As I watched him, my mind left the discussion at hand and began to admire every inch of his body. I have to get a hold of myself. He betrayed you! I echoed in my mind, then closed my eyes and opened it again and stared at him with nothing but anger and bitterness.

"But he didn't. He should mind the way he speaks to me. I will never tolerate anyone making assumptions and firmly standing to claim that that's what I am. I don't mind going to the dungeon if I kill anyone for that." I said while putting on my pants.

"Charlotte, you have to control your anger. He might have gotten it all wrong, but that isn't a good reason to let your wolf control your reasoning." He said, and I glared daggers at him.

"I know what I was doing! I wanted to pour out all my frustration and bitterness coupled with betrayal while fighting him." I retorted at him in anger as I felt all the emotions I felt previously, resurfacing itself as I stared into those deceitful eyes.

"Enough of this argument. You are injured in your lower abdomen, let me examine the wound." He said while closing the distance between us and placed his hand on my lower abdomen. He raised his head and looked into my eyes, and then his gaze fell on my breast.

Furthermore, he can never stare at me without a hideous intention. Even with the mate bond trying to invade my head, I managed to push him off.

"Is that why you offered to check my injury? You're a beast in human form." I spat out in anger as I put on my t-shirt.

"The only thoughts you have ever had towards me are lascivious and wicked thoughts, nothing more!" I shouted in annoyance. I'm not only angry at him but at the Moon Goddess for even thinking of this whole mate creepy thing.

"Do you know that merely looking at you, I only feel betrayal, outrage, hatred, bitterness. Yes, I occasionally have this lustful feeling and you and I know that it's all because you marked me and I haven't done the same. 

I have this lustful feeling because the moon goddess is fucking making me feel the way you do to fasten the mating process but let me tell you this." I walked closer to him and inched my face closer to his.

"I'm not concerned with the God damn moon goddess nor do I care about this whole freaking mate thingy, but I promise you to make you go through all the pains and misery you made me feel. Mark my words!

I promise you right now that I will try everything within my power to stop these stupid sparks erupting from our skin because even the mate bond will feel the intensity of my umbrage and pain.

It will have no other choice but to break itself. I will prove to the moon goddess that she can be wrong by merging two enemies together." After saying that from the deepest part of my heart, I turned and walked out. As much as those words hurt really much it still made me feel a lot better, at least he knows how I feel.

As I approached his mansion, I saw his mom walking hand in hand with Anna. I didn't mind them at all and was about to enter into the house, but then his mom held my hand.

"Grand Luna do you need my assistance in any way?" I asked with a forced smile on my lips.

"Ohh poor thing, I can't believe the fact that you're actually not your father's daughter, well, it's obvious when he gave you away in exchange for uranium, how pitiful." She stared down at me as though examining me.

"You don't have to worry about that fact because he didn't sale me off, after all, I'm your son's fated mate. He only asked his son-in-law to help him with uranium, is that bad of him?" I asked with a raised brow, and before she could say another word, I beat her to it.

"I will leave you two now, as I have to take care of some important stuff inside." I said in the most respectful tone I could muster, then smiled at them and walked out.