It's a Long Way to Vilinski!
For the entire night, Biham kept thinking what he should do. He couldn't sleep and paced his room or went to the garden outside. He wanted to meet Kinshra like yesterday and he knew that she might resent him. His heart accelerated at the thought that she would not only meet him and would send him away. At least she wanted to be with their child.
As he walked, he tried to recollect the situations that led to rejecting Kinshra. But as much as he tried, all he could remember was that she was accused of using dark magic and that she would withdraw in her world a lot. He would find her staring in space, dazed, as if completely detached from the world. Sometimes, she would mumble incoherent stuff. He thought that she was speaking in the fae language but Sirrah had said that she was chanting dark spells.