HER MATE
"Are you okay?" Scott touched my shoulder and Allison was also concerned. "Are you sure you are okay because you don't seem good?"
I nodded and forced a smile. "I'm alright.'
"Okay. Let's go to our classes.'
"Sounds good." I agreed and so did Allison
We went to our classes, had a few lessons, laughed and made dumb jokes but my mind was still thinking about someone.
Remus.
Did he even remember he slept with me? What kind of a dumb question was that, of course, he knew. He was sober when it happened and I just hope he doesn't approach me and rather ignores me because I don't want to see him even though my heart craves to see him.
He's an Alpha, he probably wouldn't care, after all, it occasionally does happen to him so he might not take it as a big deal. I don't want to face him right him right now, that's why I took a couple of suppressants to keep my pheromones in check, I don't want him perceiving it and coming to me, that will be embarrassing and I don't want to long after him and wanting him so badly for sex and for him to cuddle me as an Omega.
I don't want him as my Alpha, even though I wished for him to be my Alpha, wish for him to be in the same bed with me.
I don't want that, that's why I keep taking supplements and suppressants to keep me sane, I don't care how many I take in a day, so far I'm rational and not needing Remus
I was beginning to feel dizzy, my mind was all filled with Remus, Remus, Remus. My body wants me to go meet him but I can't.
I can't meet him.
Not like this.
I quickly excused myself and went to the bathroom with my bag, unzipped it and almost brought out other suppressants to inject myself when I heard a voice.
"I can't believe you are this quite hot and sexy."
I was startled.
What was he doing here? I took a little step back away from him, even though he wasn't close to me.
Remus.
He took a step closer to me, I could feel the heat erupting from his body, and I quickly turned my face away confronting my school bag.
We went silent for a few seconds before he spoke up. "I guess you remembered what happened between us last night.' He said sarcastically and took a step forward.
"It was a mistake,' I blurted out. "Let's pretend it never happened in the first place, please.' I took my school bag, ready to walk away because if I don't walk away without injecting myself, I don't know what I will do next and end up hating myself for not having full control of myself because of my pheromones and when I promptly made that decision I had no idea.
He held my arm. "I can't just pretend nothing ever happened between us,' he chuckled. I tried to force my arm away from him, but he gripped it even more and I could feel the pain as I winced. "You seduced me, remember, what is your motive, Omega?"
"What are you talking about, let me go."
"Let you go? Did you forget that you came to my room for me to quench your heat, spreading your scent all over the place, it almost brought me down to my knees,' he came close to my ear. "I want you,' he whispered. "I want you in my bed, once again. Just like that night, but this will be different, we will be sober this time and out of control. How about that, Hayley."
I shut my eyes trying to pull my arm away from him, damn, his voice was hot and seducing, I could feel my pussy getting wet, and my body was beginning to respond to him.
"Stay away from me, Remus. Let me go, I heard you don't like Omegas, I'm not your type, spec or whatever it is you want, but please leave me alone. I want to be alone, whatever happened between us, please forget about it and let's act like we've never seen each other before, please.'
He let my arm go, I held the spot he touched a while ago and wanted to walk out of the bathroom when he held my arm again and dragged me back as I hit my back against the wall so hard, it hurts.
"What are you doing?" I barely snapped.
"I'm doing what an Alpha will do, I'm your Alpha, that's what annoys me and we both slept together and you are telling me to forget about it?"
"Yes,' I replied as I stared at his eyes, his eyes were glowing as he faced me. "Guess what? You can't tell me what to do and I know you yearn for me, don't try to hide it, it's not working,' he came close to me, and licked my neck before I could react, someone else did that for me and pulled Remus away from me.
Scott.
He came close to me as I almost slumped down to the floor leaning against the wall, weak. Scott hugged me and I clung to him like a kid, who didn't want to stay with the kids in school on her first day of school and hid my face on his shoulders avoiding Remus's face. His pheromones were beginning to affect me, this was why I didn't want to get near him, glad Scott was right on time.
"Stay away from her, I don't ever want to see you with her."
"What do you know about me and Hayley, let me guess you know about it, don't you?"
"That's not of your business, I don't want to see you with her, stay the fuck away from her this instant." I could feel the anger in his tone.
"You are her best friend right?"
"Yes, I am. Got a problem with that?'