the broke fan

one thing i will say that every kpop group has is the broke fan, i won't lie and say i am not this fan cause honestly, i am,

like if there was a category for an extremally broke fan it would have my name as it's title

i have resorted to buying merch from wish (just read the reviews first). Also, i am in no means saying that one shouldn't buy merch from the original sites but if you're a broke fan like me there's nothing wrong with choosing a cheaper route

anyway here's ch.2 my fellow stans ...

i got online, today was the day i would finnaly buy some merch and no one was gonna stop me

i quickly typed

GOGGLE: Exo merch

i clicked on the sm site

"Okay let's see what we have here," i thought as i sang along to monster in my broken Korean

scrolling down i saw a Baekhyun shirt and i thought "oh this is nice"

then i saw it

what all broke fans dread: PRICES

"Pre-Order - BAEKHYUN 'City Lights' Logo T-shirt (Night Ver.)"

$31.00

"31.00$$$"

i thought "okay so let's skip the shirt for now"

so i kept scrolling " okay if i can't get a shirt lets just get a button"

Korea's Exclusive Product: NCT 127 Big Button - WE ARE SUPERHUMAN

$13.00

"13.00 plus tax and shipping" i scratched my head as i tried to calculate how much everything would total to

"so i live in the United States and Korea is that far mmm, yes okay, so that comes out to be way out of my budget"

i sighed as i dropped my laptop and began to jump on my bed as i yelled "ahhhhhhhhhhh"

calming down i stepped down and sat back down "okay we can make this work let me just check my bank account" opening my account i squinted my eyes to look "okay so we have 5 dollars and 50 cents" i whispered "not bad" i thought

i was about to pick up my laptop when it hit me " 5 dollars and 50 CENTS!!"

i crashed back into bed " i was broke and here i was thinking of spending money i didn't have online"

'it's fine" i mumbled as i silently cried 'let's just watch a concert," i thought to myself as i picked up my laptop and typed

YOUTUBE: Exo concert

clicking on the most recent one i began to dance around as i watched my angels dance

i was a broke fan but that didn't define who i was as a fan cause at the end of the day youtube vids were free, thank goodness for the internet.