Kai p.o.v
I miss her.
I miss her so much it's hurts. I just wanna see her again, correct all my wrong doings and show her my undying love.
Yes my undying love. I finally realise I can't fucking live without her.
She's the light to my darkness.
The only person whose capable of keeping me in check even without knowing it.
My First Love.
And I let her go. I freaking pushed her away from me.
Can you blame me?
Of course I tried talking to her by texts or even calling her but I couldn't.... She must hate me and probably want nothing to do with me.
After she left, I wasn't my self anymore. I became the worst possible version of myself, even more than I was initially.
I went to hardcore parties, did drugs, slept with more girls than I can count.
Of course I wasn't an addict or anything like that.... It was just in the spur of the moment and I thought that being with those girls would help take my mind away from her.
Guess what! That was a big FAIL.
Yesterday I was going through her Tik Tok account like always and saw she uploaded a new video. I am not a stalker, I just miss her.
But what I saw on her newly uploaded video made me really mad.
Six boys as her roommates?! And they were basically all over my girl! Well mostly two of em' but still she is mine and only MINE.
Which is why I boarded the next flight to Country Z. You heard me right...., I am not gonna let anyone else claim what's mine.
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Some guy was supposed to come pick me up. It's been hours already...
They really have crappy timing skills for real.
So I got my new driver to come pick me up from the airport to Damien's office. The owner of the school.
Getting to the entrance of the college, i'd say..... it's not bad at all, But that is not what i am here for. I proceeded to make my way through the hallway when i heard someone calling out to me.
"Hi hottie...." a girl with red hair and bright green eyes was now standing weirdly close to me twirling her hair in a disgusting manner.
Not even sparing her a glance, i continued my journey towards the old man's office but she seems to have a death wish as she kept following me, sticking to me like gum.
"I'd rather suggest you keep your hands to yourself.... unless you have no use for them anymore" i said, throwing her a deathly glare.
She slowing took them off and kept some distance away from me, finally. I was almost choking from the amount of perfume she wore.
Realising that i don't know my way around the college.... such a dummy i am.
"where's the path leading to the office?" i asked, not even bothering to be polite....
"uh... i..it's to your right, second door to your right!" she looked scared... well i don't blame her, who wouldn't be... that's just how i am. Only my bumble bee was able to allure me, and make me feel things i haven't felt before... And right now i'm scared i may have lost the only anchor for my soul.
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"Kai my boy.... you've grown into such charming young man" Damien said, pulling me in for a hug while smiling cheekily like he just got a brand new toy.
"Damien... Annoying as ever" i said chuckling a little bit.
"Still haven't changed that moody attitude of yours huh?, How's Marcos and Seren? what made you decide on coming to this college, infact what made you think of going to college at all?" Sigh... this is what i meant when i said annoying, man's always on my business....
"First off, don't mention those people to me anymore and to answer the rest of your questions, it's non of your damn business." i said harshly, not minding his age.
"tsk, tsk.... here's the map to the school and i'm guessing you already have an apartment outside college and have no use for the boys dorm" he said with his lips set in a thin line.
"You guessed right, i'll be taking my leave now...." turning my back to him to walk out the door when i heard him say.
"You know there's no backing out now Kai." with a serious look on his face causing me to just give him a side glance and walk out.
Coming out of the office and the first thing i see is that good for nothing slut, probably eavesdropping on our conversation. Heavens, can't a guy take a break from all this bullshit?
"uh..uhm, i.. i uh.... do u need help finding your dorm?" she said, more like stuttered while batting her lashes and smirking trying to act cute and pretend like she wasn't just caught poking her nose where it doesn't belong meanwhile all i wanted to do was gag....
Pretending i didn't see her there, i made my way into the hallway but i stopped when i felt someone staring at my back, i am pretty sure it's that stuttering fool again... "Fuck off" i said, with a scowl on my face not bothering to look back as i made my way out of the building with only one thought on my mind.
"My Queen..." i muttered lowly. I hope i am not too late Diane.