Hours turn into day , Day turns into weeks, Christmas is coming and so was Emily's birthday and as much as i want to deny that I've been worried since Sheldon told me of Sydney and was only thinking about Emily, i will not . I was worried sick I almost visited her but I backed out from the plan when I asked myself what I am going over there as; a friend,but I barely knew her.
Or her... nope that is not even in the option and that made me feel guilty. So i used every other opportunity to ask Sheldon how Sydney is and i also told Stuart to check when Sydney starts working and to report back to me which brings me to today. Today is Emily's birthday and it is a day that i love and dreaded because it reminded me of Emily and what we shared and it also reminded me of what i lost.
As always , today started off as gloomy as ever, Mom called me the very second i woke up.
"Hello sweetie, how are you ? ", she asked immediately i answered the call.
"Hey Mom, I'm fine "