New Leaves (3)

I was terrified by his words and looked at him in panic "Please Zayn, let it go."

He smiled coldly "Bel, I promise not to do anything to you against you will but letting you go again will be the foolish thing to do."

I snorted "So do you plan to make me fall in love with you."

He looked deeply into my eyes "What if I do."

I moved towards the bed to sit on that as I said in a sarcastic tone "Good luck with that."

He nodded his head and went out after saying "See you tomorrow, sleep well."

As if I could rest knowing that he was around. I looked out of the window and when I saw that everything was clear I decided to leave right at this moment rater than wait for the next morning. 

Once again I escaped for the window and went to the airport to leave for a small town which no one knew about, I had searched for this and I was sure that I would not be found by anyone at this place and could live peacefully. 

It was not far away so I reached in 2 hours after I sat in the plane and as I had already bought a house over there I just went to it straight. This was the first time in a long while that I had my peace and was finally alone, I felt like celebrating this moment but at this point I needed rest so I changed my clothes and quickly went to bed.

The next day I woke up in my room without being disrupted by anyone and a smile appeared on my face but for some reason my heart felt heavy but I decided to ignore that feeling and go though her favorite place to have some piece of mind. I didn't ever have shortage of money so first thing I decided to do was buy a new car in this place. I went to the show room and bought the cheapest car as I didn't want to attract much attention by buying an expensive car. 

After I was done, I decided to go to the place where I could have some rest so I began to drive out of the city into the mountains where I had a house to live when I first came to this place leaving my world. I drove all the way to that place and went to my favorite stop that was the armchair in the balcony. I chose to come to this place because it had some calming vibe and this was the place which helped me to deal with a break up and I came out of this place a lot stronger.

I rested in my chair as the cool wind blew across my face sending a  peaceful sensation to my body, I closed my eyes and rested for a while and let the peace of the nature do it's work. Later I took a book out of my bag and began to read it. It was my favorite book and I used to read it with Ethan, we used to love reading it again and again and I had this with me since then but I never read it again after he left.

I opened it for the first time since he had gone with a bitter smile on my face. I slowly began to read it and soon all the memories from the past rushed into my mind although they were sweet, they brought pain along with them but i decided to ignore the pain and cherish those memories. A smile appeared on my face and along with that tears rolled down my eyes, it was as if i had lost control of myself so I closed the book and rested my head on the chair with my eyes closed 'Ethan, I miss you so much, why did you leave me here alone. You know he is back and I don't know what to do anymore, who should I fight for, everything has become chaotic again. It was so much easier with you by my side but now I have to face this alone, i wish i could die too.'

After some time of crying my heart felt less heavier and I was able to return to my place but before I could enter, I noticed some people around my house and my eyes widened 'How did he find me so easily, no I can't let him get to me that easily this time.' With this thought I ran away but then a familiar voice was heard "She is there"

I panicked and ran faster towards the lake that was nearby to jump into it and swim to someplace else because water could erase my scent and no one would know that I was here but before I could jump I was lifted up in the air.