Kiss

I run ,I have no idea where I'm running to but I dont stop at first I think I'm running to my room but I dont want to go there I want to go where I feel most at home so without another thought I head to the lift and jam my finger on the button "come on come on " I will the lift to hurry up repeatedly jabbing the button just as the doors start to open I hear my name  "lissa please wait,just stop let me explain " I force my way into the lift and start hitting the button for the doors to close ,as the doors slide shut I catch a glimpse of wolf running towards me but hes to late they slide into place before he can make it.

The doors slide open to reveal the exit to the woods I know I'm going to have to run for it as I'm not authorized to  go outside so taking a deep breath I run as fast as I can ,I smile in trumph as I reach the door handle and hurl myself outside straight into Blake where I bounce off him landing on my butt hitting my head on the door handle on the way down,

Before I have the chance to do anything gentle hands are lifting my face to look at worried eyes ,his stare makes my stomach tighten "are you ok?"he asks while running his hand over the bump in my head before I can answer theres a beeping sound ,I look down to see a phone in Blake's hand he pushes a few buttons and a voice  message plays "wolf speaking all units find Larissa paisley code name baby girl, find her and bring her to me ,I'm on my way to check she hasnt left the compound, I will be back in my training room in 10 minutes "

My eyes go wide now I'm done for Blake is going to drag me to him but when I look back up into his eyes they are soft "come" is all he says as he gently lifts me "we need to be quick before wolf sees you" he says surprising me as he takes most of my weight and quickly runs me into the forest and hides us both behind a tree just as the compound door opens.

Blake is watching the door waiting for wolf to go back inside and I'm watching Blake I'm so confused I thought all the alphas were evil but Blake is so gentle with me I feel a draw to him but I feel a draw to wolf too ,Blake looks at me making my stomach tighten causing me to gasp and Blakes eyes to focus on my lips ,i run my tongue over my dry lips ,Blake watches the whole movement before claiming my lips for his own .

At some point I must have made the decision to kiss Blake back because here I am with my fingers in his hair pulling him towards me kissing him as if my life depended on it and Blake has at some point lifted me and wrapped my legs round his waist and pinned me up against the tree,we stay like that until the kiss starts to slow then Blake with his eyes closed puts his forehead against mine for a few minutes to calm down when hes calm enough he slowly opens his eyes to look me in the eye and gently stand me on my feet all the while keeping eye contact then he gently pulls away from me "come on "he says "we better get you back before wolf puts the place on lockdown" he takes my hand and leads me back inside as we enter the corridor wolf is there ,he turns as he sees us and his eyes flick to my hand in Blakes before resting on my face "are you ok?" He asks with a frown "yes" is all I can reply before  Blake cuts in "shes tired,she is having the rest of the day off and is not to be disturbed " wolf just gives a single nod and steps out of our way but I can feel his eyes on me as we walk away.

We travel the lift in silence still holding hands and peta doesn't speak until we reach my room ,at the door I turn to look at him unsure what I should say when Blake says coldly I will not share you make sure you understand that. Before walking away without looking back leaving me more confused than ever.