Desires [R-18]

I was completely lost in Lyra's touch as she continued to gently scratch my fox ears and before I knew it, one of her legs pushed in between mine. Now that I was wearing a lot fewer layers, when her knee made contact with my panties, it was a whole lot more sensitive. 

"A-ah~." My entire body tensed up, locking Lyra's leg in place. My mind was brought back to reality with a rush of thoughts. I knew if I let Lyra continue, then there really would be no turning back. I honestly felt scared about what the future would hold and what the consequences of this relationship will be. 

It made me consider that it was better if I ignored Lyra and we didn't become friends at all. 

"Hey, what's the matter? I can see that something is concerning you… I am your girlfriend now, so I want you to tell me all your worries, no matter how trivial you may think they are." Suddenly, Lyra, I had been read like a book. She had stopped what she was doing and held my face, forcing me to look her in the eyes. 

I was at a loss for words since I felt the thoughts I was having would offend her. 

"Saki, I don't care what thoughts are going through your head, I want you to tell me regardless of how rude they may be." Although this is exactly what I wanted to hear, I still felt hesitant. My heart was still plagued by the fear of the unknown as well as… not being good enough. I am just a commoner after all, there is no telling what kind of reputation Lyra will have now. I didn't want to be the reason I ruined her opportunities in life, since she deserved so much more than just me. 

"Spill it. Tell me what you want and I will go first if that helps. I want you, Saki. I want you in my life no matter what happens. I could care less what others think of me or if my parents abandon me as long as I know that I have you." 

"It may be weird to already feel this way, but I just have this feeling that we are meant to be together and I'm willing to go all the way." 

"I-I…" 

"It's okay, collect yourself first." Lyra let go of my face, giving me some time to think about what she just said. However, it wouldn't be long before tears started forming in my eyes. 

"A-am I really okay for you? It won't matter even if your reputation goes to the ground and your parents disown you. I-is that really okay with you?" Getting the chance to let my thoughts out loud, I ignored all my internal warnings telling me not to say anything. 

"Yes, of course. Otherwise, I wouldn't have kissed you or be half naked with you in bed right now." Lyra's face turned red when she spoke out loud, but more importantly, her words meant the world to me. 

Tears started to stream down my face and Lyra quickly used her hand to wipe them away. 

"You mean it?" It was a stupid question, but I just needed to make sure. 

"Yes and if you ever feel like I am slipping away from you or feel insecure, let me know right away. I'll do anything I can to make these feelings go away." Lyra placed a gentle kiss on my forehead, hitting the nail in the coffin. 

My eyes widen upon hearing her words and it's safe to say she has completely stolen my heart. The stress, panic and dark feelings washed away when I looked at Lyra, now feeling safe with her. 

"I-I will. Thank you so much for understanding me…. And in such a short time too." It felt like I was doomed to fail because of myself, but Lyra managed to figure me out as if she already knew me. 

"I'm glad. Now what do you desire right now~?" Lyra wiped away the last of my tears and shifted the tone. However, despite me getting over this crippling anxiety temporarily, I was still a nervous wreck. 

I don't think I will ever be bold like Lyra, but I don't have to be. 

"Y-you." In a quiet voice, with all I could muster, I looked directly into her eyes, ready. I knew where this was going to lead, but I wanted this. I have been thinking about this very moment, but I kept making excuses for myself. 

Lyra then leant in and we locked lips, only this time with a lot more passion. Our tongues invaded each other's mouths in an instant and no longer did I feel this was the wrong choice. 

All my heart and mind wanted was to be with Lyra and enjoy this moment now that I had the chance. 

"Mmm~ can I touch you?" Lyra caressed her hands teasingly around my breasts, waiting for my confirmation. Although it didn't matter anymore, as I would say yes to everything, it reassured me that Lyra cared for me. 

"Yes~." I broke the kiss for a moment and as soon as my answer left my mouth, Lyra wrapped her hands around my breasts. I arched my back instinctively as an electrifying feeling shot through my body. 

I still had my bra on, but even so, Lyra masterfully massaged them while kissing my neck.

"Ahh~." I let out a moan from feeling her fingers flick my hardened nipples through my bra. Her knee also dug into my pussy, further intensifying the hot feeling that was building. 

"Such cute sounds~." I really wanted to slap Lyra for that comment, as it was extremely embarrassing, but I was currently paralysed by her. 

"N-ngh~ I-it isn't that cute~!" I still managed to get some words out, but my voice totally betrayed how I was feeling. 

"Fufu~, don't be like that. I want to hear more of it~." Lyra then suddenly moved her hands to the back and unclasped my bra. I freaked out for a moment, since this would be my first time showing my chest to anyone, but there was no reason to worry. I want Lyra to see and enjoy them as much as she likes. 

Undressing me further, she threw the bra to the end of the bed and slid her hands to my panties. Without hesitation, she began to pull them down as far as she could. I lifted my legs up allowing her to fully take them off with ease. 

"Such a beautiful body you have, Saki." Now that I was naked, she scanned up and down with her eyes. She even slid her hand along my body, feeling out my curves. 

'God, I feel like cumming already from her touch.' Everything she did made me want to release, but it hasn't even been 5 minutes. 

"Y-your turn." I found it unfair that she was still clothed, so to help with my own embarrassment, we needed to both be naked. 

"Go right ahead~." Lyra smirked and lifted her arms so I could unclip her bra. It was a little awkward doing it myself, but with my very limited practice, it shouldn't be a problem. This also gave me a chance to calm down and allow myself to hold on a bit longer. 

'Hopefully it clips like mine.' Reaching behind Lyra's back, I felt for the clip and thankfully, it was similar to mine. With it now loose, I pulled it away and threw it where my underwear was.

"Wanna touch~?" Lyra pushed her breasts together, teasing me to grab them and I couldn't deny the temptation was great. So what was stopping me? Reaching my hand out, they fit perfectly inside them, unlike mine, which were quite big in comparison. 

"Ngh~." Lyra let out a moan when I cupped her breast, but she still kept her smirk. 

"So soft…" I continued to play with them, since this was my first time touching another woman's breasts and I was completely fascinated by them. 

"Hehe~ glad you like them, but I'm not naked yet~." Lyra blushed, looking satisfied that I was happy with her body. 

"O-oh sorry, haha~." I got so distracted that I forgot I was undressing her. So I moved my hands down and pulled down her panties smoothly. We were both naked now and it was only going to get more intense from here on out. 

There were still some doubts in the back of my mind, but I was in too deep to listen and at this point, my mind was too foggy to even care what was happening. I was the happiest I've ever been and I wanted this to continue. 

"Now let me finish marking you, then we will move on." Lyra grinned right before she pulled me in closer and began sucking on my neck, giving me a hickey. 

"Ahhh~." Our nipples pushed up against each other, sending a whole different sensation through my body. I let out heavy breaths while Lyra continued to attack my neck, but she also grinded her body against mine. 

I matched her rhythm, adding to the pleasure and it wasn't too long before I felt like releasing again. 

'I-I can't cum now.' Lyra snuck her hands in between us and continued to massage my breasts, but this time a lot more vigorously. I didn't know how much I could handle, but I tried my best to keep my breath steady. 

"Haa~ there we go." Lyra finally released my neck from her mouth and I could imagine a big red mark was now present. 

*huff, huff* "What's next?" I had no idea what I was doing, so it was completely up to Lyra what our next move was. 

"This~!" Without warming, Lyra used her wings to put me on my back while she swiftly positioned herself in between my legs. 

"I can see that you are close, so how about I treat you?" Lyra stuck out her tongue and before I could even ask or comprehend what she was going to do, she lowered her head. Suddenly, I felt a tongue invade my pussy and I instantly came on the spot. I arched my back while my muscles spasmed in my legs.

"ANGHHH~!!!." However, Lyra didn't stop, she continued to move her tongue inside and my hands reached down to push on her head, as the feeling was unreal and my body wanted more. My mind was turning completely blank and time was beginning to become a blur. 

Before I knew it, I was cumming again, directly into Lyra's mouth. 

"Mm~ tasty." Lyra lifted her face while licking her lips, completely covered in my juices. I covered my face out of embarrassment, but I couldn't help but peek through my fingers anyway. 

"Oh god I came twice already." My body felt exhausted already, but I didn't want this to end yet. 

"It's fine~, technically, we can go on forever until you pass out, but I won't do that to you~." Lyra crawled up my body while licking it until she reached my breasts. 

Wrapping her lips around one of my nipples I was greeted with another sensation I hadn't felt before. She also put her hands underneath me, grabbing my ass and giving them a massage, adding to the intensity. 

"Nghhhh~." I really felt like I was going through every possible sensation I could and it only got more enjoyable the longer it went on. 

"I never knew big breasts were so fun to play with." Lyra bit lightly on my nipple, sending a wave of pleasure through my body. The feelings were so intense by this point that all I could do was respond with moans. 

*POP* "I think it's about time you got a taste as well." Lyra let go of my nipple with a popping sound from her mouth causing them to jiggle. This also distracted Lyra for a moment, as she continued to slightly poke them to make them bounce up and down. 

"Hehe~ anyway." Moving up my body, she then straddled my face, placing her pussy right in front of my mouth. 

"Don't worry, just stick your tongue inside and I'll move in response." It was a little scary, as now I'll be pleasuring Lyra, but there was no way I was going to learn if I didn't try. 

Doing as she commanded, I stuck my tongue out and tried to find the hole in her pussy. It was a little awkward at first, but once I did, Lyra let out a moan and the taste of sweetness invaded my mouth. It was a lot better than I thought, as I expected a completely different flavour. 

Lyra then began to move her hips and I explored her pussy with my own tongue. There were a million thoughts going through my head of self-doubt, but I was honestly too distracted to hear the voice in my head freaking out. I was living in the moment and nothing was going to stop me from indulging in my desires. 

"Thats it~ Saki~ you're doing great." Lyra praised me and began to rub her clit to enhance the feeling. Her other hand however, suddenly grabbed one of my fox ears. 

It caused my body to jerk, but for some reason it felt pleasurable as she pulled it to make my face go into her pussy more. I embraced it and tried to go faster with my tongue and then finally, my mouth was suddenly invaded by her juices. 

"AHHH~ Saki~~!!!" Lyra let out a loud moan while I began to drink her cum, which was surprisingly tasty and I understood why Lyra enjoyed eating me out. I licked my lips as well, savouring the flavour. 

Lyra then fell to my side, out of breath. She had only cummed once so I expected her to keep going. 

"I-I can keep going." I didn't want Lyra to stop for my sake, as we were already this deep… quite literally.

"It's okay, we have class tomorrow remember?" Lyra made a very good point, as if we kept going, I doubt we would want to leave bed at all. 

"Good point." Although I've already been through the day and know what's going to happen in class, I would rather not blemish my record already. 

"Anyway, that was a great time Saki~. Sorry if this was a little fast for you, but I couldn't help myself." Lyra turned to her side and faced me with a smile. 

"H-honestly I was a little scared, but once we started, I didn't want it to end." Turning to my side, I snuggled into Lyra and placed my head on her chest. 

Personally, I was surprised that at no point did my mind revert back to hesitating and second guessing myself. I still had those thoughts in the back of my head, but no longer was I afraid or preventing myself from getting what I wanted. 

'Yes, this is what I wanted and it is something I should be proud of.' Only tomorrow will I know if I've completely gotten over my anxiety, but for the time being, I was extremely happy. 

"That makes me happy. Now let's get some rest." Lyra lightly patted my head and pulled the dishevelled covers over us. 

It didn't take long before I fell asleep in Lyra's arms, completely exhausted from our first night together.