I’m going to give you what you want

We're sitting by the fire for another night together, just me and Matty.

I've placed Kim's clothes back in her wardrobe and hung them up where I thought they were when I found them. I'm now just wearing Matty's t-shirt and my new ring, of course.

I'm leaning back onto his chest, his hands are tracing lines up and down my arm. And his other hand is over my tummy.

My phone buzzes and illuminates on the side.

It's Rhea.

"She says Tuesday ?" I say asking Matty and reminding him about the double date.

"Sounds good to me babe" Matty says.

"Can we all go out to eat for the date" he says.

"You love eating" I tease him and he laughs. He tickles my waist playfully. And then locks his arms around me.

I turn around to face him, he's leaning against the back of the sofa.

Netflix has long been forgotten by both of us.

"I loved meeting your mum, by the way. She was really welcoming and mumsy" he laughs.

"I know for a fact she loved you" I tell him, beaming at him.

"What can I say I tried my best" he tells me.

"You charm everyone you meet" I tease.

"I just wanted her to like me, and think I'm good enough" he says defensively.

"Said it before you're too good for me, everybody knows it" he chuckles.

"Oh shh you're perfect" I tell him climbing on top of him so I'm straddling his legs. The T-shirt I'm wearing rises up my thighs and he takes advantage placing his hands on the tops of my legs.

"Matty would you do me right here?" I ask him directly. Im trying to be the confident and demanding me around him. It's empowering.

He smiles, his fingers twisting around the side of my lace knickers.

"I would do you anywhere babe" he tells me.

Eyes focused on my knickers and clearly working out how he's going to get rid of them.

I play with his hair pulling it through my hands. He closes his eyes. I kiss his lips slowly, and start moving my hips against him.

"Mmm, you're a bad girl today" he whispers.

Stopping kissing him briefly I take the T-shirt off, I'm not even wearing a bra. His eyes take in my breasts and he looks so pleased with himself.

"You have the best body I have ever seen in my life" he says to me between kissing my nipples. He knows how much that turns me on.

"Is that what you want, babe?" He asks me

"You know how much it turns me on" I tell him

As he places his hands just above the side of my hips, My hands go down his body.

"You are overdressed" I tell him. He bites his lip, smiling at me.

I undo his button on his jeans and the zip. Sneaking my hand down his jeans to feel him in his boxers. He gasps closing his eyes again. My hand squeezes and massages him and he loses himself. His eyes occasionally opening and looking at me full of lust.

"I'm going to give you what you want" he tells me and my body cannot wait for him. He pulls me up and stands me in front of him. Reaching for the sides of my knickers he pulls them down. I'm completely naked in front of him and his eyes take me in. He stands up and removes his clothes.

Once he's sat back down he winks at me. I put the condom on him this time, moving it over him with my hands.

"Climb on, babe" he tells me.

It's so much more intense sitting up on top of him and having him inside me. At first I go really slow, just getting used to the feeling of it. His hands are all over me.

I start picking up my pace, bouncing on top of him. He's watching me the whole time.

He leans back a little, changing the angle slightly. It drives me wild.

Just as I'm finding my climax he pulls me against his chest whilst I'm thrusting into him.

"I love you so much Taylor" he whispers.

"I love you Matty" I manage as we both finish together.

Afterwards I lay back on him, he's in his boxers and me in his T-shirt. He passes me the cigarette and I can't lie to myself after having sex it seems pretty perfect to have a smoke. Naughty Taylor.

"That was something else" he says.

"Where did that come from?" He chuckles.

"You turn me on, a lot. It's your fault for being so gorgeous" I tell him.

"Your body is out of this world" he says.

His phone goes off, we both glance over as Ross is calling him.

"Shall I ignore it ?" He asks me

"Nope see what's going on" I tell him

"He rung me last night and I didn't answer. I messaged him just to see how he was after but he hasn't replied" I mention.

He answers the phone, I lay back on him. I hear Ross' voice on the line and some background noise or music.

"Hey, how's it going. Yeah I've been a bit busy" Matty's tells him keeping it casual.

"I see that" I hear Ross say.

Then it dawns on me, Rhea may be with them and she may have sort of told everyone about the double date. I indicate he pass me the phone. I can sort this. Matty gives me the phone confused.

"Hey, how are you doing Ross. It's me" I tell him.

"Taylor" he sounds shocked. "Hey I've missed you how are you, you okay?" He asks. His tone has changed from sulky to concerned.

"I'm fine, yeah I did text you" I remind him

"Yeah I was going to call you again actually." He says

"Taylor I missed you and haven't seen you for days" he says and I feel actual physical pain.

"I just don't know what do really" he says absentmindedly.

I want to make it better, but I can't sit here and lie to him. I don't want to string him along either.

"Do about what, Ross?" I say as gently as I can

"About us, babe." He tells me directly.

He must sense my hesitation as he quickly says "I wanted there to be something between us, I know you're like... ignore me I must be, I mean would you mind if I just talk to Matty again for a second babe" he says.

"I'll see you soon" I tell him desperately wanting to reassure him but not being able too.

Matty sighs.

"What's up" he says.

"What's up is that you're doing this for anything other than a good reason and I'm going to" Ross tells him.

Matty cuts him off.

"Ross I love you buddy, this isn't like that" he's candid.

"You just had to right, you knew that I liked her more than I've liked anyone. And now she won't even talk to me" Ross say's and I feel so bad.

"Why do you have to turn everything into a game" I overhear.

"I'm not Ross, I love her" Matty tells him.

Complete silence..

"You're delusional" he replies "You mess it all up and it's on you. I'll be there for her" he hangs up.