Chapter 110 : Catastrophe (1)

As they had promised long before, Long Fei became little baby boy's godmother. This godmother doted on him very much that she almost moved into Han Mansion if Mo Yan didn't drag her back home.

"If you want a baby so much, you can have our child. I can even give you ten children if you want.", Mo Yan said.

"Who wants to bear your children, dream on!"

During the three months after the crown prince Han was born, something unexpected happened to Tang Wei. She seemed to be a person with several personalites at the shortest period. She could be cheerful at once, and crying baby at the next second. She could smile sweetly, the changed into a mad woman.

Han Zhi Fan who had found this trait of hers earlier brought a psycholog to treat her. The psycholog said that she had the baby blue sympthoms. Some new mother would suffer this for awhile when some would take for very long or even brough to suicidal.

However, in the past few days, Tang Wei's condition turned worse. It was in one afternoon, she was breadt-feeding the baby before she put him to nap. She caressed his cheek and kissed him dearly. She looked at him lovingly but it slowly turned into fear.

She looked carefully and she found that the baby look so alike with her sister. 'Does he plan this out ? Does he want to remininsce her presence through a baby that I bore ? Does he only use me as a tool ?'

She was so angered by the thought. She quickly left the room because she was afraid that she might hurt the baby put of impulse.

At night, she would have a nightmare. In the dream, she saw Han Zhi Fan holding the baby and looking at her sister's photo. "Jiao Jiao, he looks so much like you"

She was awoken by the nightmare and her body was trembling a lot. Han Zhi Fan who was awoken by the sudden move coaxed for a long time before she got back to sleep.

These events kept on occuring without Han Zhi Fan's awore of her anxiety. Until one evening, when he was home late because of the annual meeting in the company and heard a loud crying sound as well as Tang Wei's scream along with the servants pleading. He rushed to the room where the noise came from.

He saw the baby was crying in the nanny's arms and trying to grab him when he came in. He automatically took him into his arm which made the baby ceased from crying. He then slowly approached the screaming Tang Wei who had sitting down in fetal position. "Wei wei, I'm here. Everything is alright."

When Tang Wei heard his gentle sound, she stopped screaming. She picked the head up and looked for assurance, but she looked that he was embracing the baby boy. Her eyes turned sharp and cold which scared Han Zhi Fan.

"You only care for your child, don't you ? From the very beginning, you only make me as a child-bearing machine. You want to remininsce her that is why you want me to be the mother of your child. Han Zhi Fan, you are so evil."

By then, Han Zhi Fan realized, the baby blues sympthoms were all occured because of one source. It was her mistrust, or perhaps her insecurity. The once confident woman that would do what she thought right no matter what the consequences were had turned into a woman who was full of doubts and insecurity.

It was because of a misunderstanding that was unsolved. They thought that love alone would overpower everything , but if the basic of trust in a relationship was broken, how could it be mended so easily ?