There is no ending chapter 5

now it's raining outside but strong breeze stopped but Anita could not sleep .

Jassie take a long breath and said that grandma you never laugh in your life. you spend your own life with a struggle and suffering.

yes I'm laughing, I'm happy to see us all now, I don't have any pain.

The pain that I saw earlier is over.

Now you are really fine and happy?

yes I am. .

now you should sleep my little friend.

It seemed as if she had stopped breathing.

jassie couldn't understand anything but she doesn't speak anyone word.

Anita remember again and again jessie's questions that you never laugh in your life.

she recalls the hidden part of her life... which never shared by her to anyone.

now she remembered that time again today.

he remembered that time then she really laugh first time, and it's also first time when she dressed up and see her face into the mirror again and again this was the time when she passed her graduation and get nursery teacher job.

that time there was a man who dropped his nephew named joy in the school.

his eyes always anita's attracted towards him.

Anita ask to joy who was that man who dropped you daily then Joy reply that he was my uncle his name is John.

Anita always waiting Johan, and Chauhan already interested in Anita because he always went to Anita class and give a special look to Anita and also sometime give compliment to Anita about her dress way of speaking.

Anita remember that how she touched the joy's hands and feel that the touch of Johan.

it's a first time when she feels love, feelings towards a strange person.

Anita take a long break and dumb Jaise suddenly speak that grandma you don't want to sleep.

but Jassi doesn't speak a single word and get up from the bed and core to the straight kitchen and make the tea jassie surprise that what happened today because sir this type of things never dead in the past by her grandma but today her behaviour is very strange

Anita wants to live alone for sometime and then doesn't want to speak anything so she thought a idea so she went to kitchen for making tea.

then Anita speaks that are you want to take tea then Jaise reply that no grandma you already know that I am not addicted of tea.

Anita smile and say that oh yes I forgot that that Jassi reply that today you forgot many things but when I question then you remember that.

am I right grandma then Anita again didn't reply her question and only give a strange look to jassie

Anita come back to back and drink tea now now just see doesn't want to botany question to her grandma and said that I want to sleep grandma now good night.

Anita Seth goodbye My Little Friend.

Anita remember to johan that it was his habit that thenhe drop to his nephew joy then he always spoke lovely good night mam she never spoke goodbye ,always say that good night.

and always waiting of my reply then I smile and reply good night and after that he went out from school.

it was the daily routine and I was also used to this type of wording and sometime I also said to another teacher, good night except good bye.whole day Anita was waiting for this precious time .

She was talking to herself. She looked like she was telling this to anyone. but she never share this feeling with anyone.

this was the first man whose Anita share Her sorrow, troubles and also her suffering with him.

but after some days Anita listen that Chauhan Van to his village for getting marriage and that time Anita shocked because he didn't inform to her and also didn't come to school for dropping to joy.

it was very strange or Anita. she was sleeping and got upset to listen all this but when she remember still today that.....

rete home and look the face of both her children then she decided that it will never happen again because love and marriage both are part of hell and also degrade to the human after passing time.

she also learnt that day one thing that she never discuss her suffering and sorrows with anyone.

he also Learns that if love brings happiness smiles but also bring till end of the life sorrow, suffering and problems.

jassie again says.... good night grandma..

Anita feels that her dreams again shattered.

she comes back to the real life from the fantasy world.

she says that.... today night seems to be very long.

and I recall my whole life during this horror

night.... although outer storm seem to be stopped but my inner storm, never be stopped.... but since my childhood to till now, I never give up... and in my coming life I will never do this.

my little friend... you also become strong and bold.

yes, my grandma... I always remember this.

she said that maybe rain has been stopped and tomorrow the day will be cleared.

both Anita and Jassi are smiled and hug to each other.

there is no ending of sorrows and happiness.....

A woman always face restrictions, pressure, and never get her pride....

she always surpressed her voice due to family, responsibilities, and children'love. .....