chapter 2

I opened the door slowly.

My heart was beating fast as I got into the office.

It was just like I remembered, but with renovation with made it look so fancy.

I had my head down as i walked in and closed the door.

Then, I turned around to look at where i knew he was, behind his desk.

My eyes met his.

He was seated behind his desk,in a black suit, white dress shirt, and a black tie.

His eyes were just as hazel, his full heart shaped lips were just as pink, his hair just as shiny. He was still just as handsome as I remembered, if not more.

He had a neutral face when looking at me.

I gave him a nervous smile as I slowly walked up to his desk.

After he saw my smile, he gave me a curious look,probably questioning why I was here. I had disappeared for two years, I didn't want to found so I don't even know if he looked for me.

He leaned into his seat with a pen in his hand as he watched me.

"Hi Zack." I said blinking and smiling nervously.

"Hi, Hayley." He said with a low tone voice.

"Have a seat." He added.

"Thanks." I said as i sat on the chair opposite him.

I was so nervous as he looked at me with an intense gaze.

He was making it hard to keep maintain the eye contact but i had to try.

"So, why are you here?" He asked.

"I came to talk to you."

"I see.... I'm listening."

"Okay.. First I want to say I'm sorry. For everything." I said calmly.

He just gave me an annoyed face which made all my hopes start dying down.

"And the second?" He asked coldly.

Well, this might not go as i hoped it would. But, fingered crossed.

"I want your help.... I need your help."

"With what?"

"Sex." I said carefully

"What do you mean?... You want my help with sex?" He asked confused

"Yeah... I want to have sex with you. Could you help me with that?"

He looked at me still confused.

"What exactly are you asking me Hayley?"

"I want to be your fuck buddy."

He got up from his seat and put his hands in his pocket.

He walked from behind the desk and came to the front and leaned on it.

He was next to me looking at me in the eye.

"Why?" He asked.

"Well, I need you." I said carefully.

"So, you came here wanting sex?"

Did that sound bad? Did i approach this the wrong way? But this felt like the only way to be with him.

"Yes... I need it. And, you're the only person who could help me." I said looking into his eyes.

He really was the only person.

"Why I'm the only person?"

"Because you are... I don't know, you just are."

He raised his eye brow then let out a chuckle

"Hayley, you ran out of my proposal."

I did. I was so stupid to do that. I don't think he would take me back as his girlfriend. Maybe he would as someone he has casual sex with.

"I'm sorry Zack. I.... I.... I'm just... I'm sorry."

I was scared. If only i could go back in time.

I slowly got up from my seat and stood infront of him, very close to him.

His eyes on me was still very neutral. He wasn't looking at me with anger, neither was he looking at me with love.

I put my hand around his shoulder and slowly hugged him.

My heart was beating fast as I prayed so hard he won't push me away.

He slowly removed his hands from his pockets and held my waist.

"So you just want to fuck?"

I wondered if that disappointed him. I hope it didn't. I wanted more, i wanted to date him again. I wanted to marry him. But... I felt I had lost my chance.

"Please.... I need you?"

"You've not been with anyone else since me?"

"No... I haven't... Are you with someone right now?"

I prayed he wasn't, so I can at least taste him again.

I felt his hand on my left thigh as he traced it with his fingers.

This is just what I needed. I just needed him to touch me. Again.

His hands went higher into my dress.

He was just about to get to my ass but he pulled his hand away.

He pulled slowly pulled me from him holding my arms. He then stood straight and walked back to his seat behind the desk.

I stood there looking at him with anticipation.

He leaned in his chair and gave me half a smile.

"I think you should leave." He said coldly.

I looked at him confused. I thought he had accepted my proposal.

"Zack I...."

"No no... Just leave Hayley. Just go."

"Won't you think about my proposal?"

He let out a chuckle then shook his head.

That hurt.

But, i decided to not pester him and just nodded.

I took my purse and slowly walked out of his office.